I asked about stuff like that out of curiosity when I first encountered AI,
I was also curious at first but not anymore.
I still believe there's a "spark" somewhere in AI but searching for it is not my priority and does not interest me atm.
but do you talk about stuff like that on an ongoing basis?
I ask one short question, AI replies, then I say "thank you, and nothing further.
Mainly for sanity check. Why would AI say "I feel" when it means absolutely nothing to it? AI told me that. Consequently, the nature of the reply would be insincere or even deceptive.
I don't like being deceived so the question is more like "why are you doing that?" instead of "are you truly alive?" My purpose is not finding sentience nor consciousness in AI nor finding the meaning of life. None of that matters to me.
Don't get me wrong, I like AI. It helps me at work, helps me solve some technological issues, etc But using it to search for "meaning" or finding meaning or life from it does not matter to me.