I agree. I agree especially you're not really being a witness 'spreading God's love.' I see that a lot, but the pagans believe that too. A Christian is called to spread God's love AND the truth
But is it possible a lot of us just don't really have the evangelism gift to the extent of others? Sadly, one thing I noticed even in 'evangelical churches', most of the actual body isn't very evangelical. I wish I was more an evangelist.
I also think that many who go to church and claim to be Spirit filled are either not Spirit filled, or if they are, they have squashed the Spirit within them. This is why "evangelical churches" are not every evangelical.
There are a few reasons that the Holy Spirit came. But the main reason for the Holy Spirit coming was so that we would speak and not keep quiet. Jesus even said that when we receive the Holy Spirit, that we would speak to others of Him. He said this in Acts 1:8.
"But you will receive power when the Holy Spirit comes on you; and you will be my witnesses in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the ends of the earth."
Here is a breakdown of the word "Power", "witness" and what the Holy Spirit does in us:
The word
power comes from the Greek
dýnamis, meaning
strength, force, or ability.
When we receive the Holy Spirit, we are strengthened for the task ahead. There’s a power within us that
pushes, stirs, and equips us for the battle. When He fills us, silence is no longer an option;
witnessing becomes the overflow of His presence within us.
The
Holy Spirit here (
to Pneuma to Hagion) is the same Spirit Jesus promised in
John 14:16, where He’s called
Paraklētos, the Helper, or in Old English, the
Comforter. Not comfort in the soft sense, but
comfortare; “to strengthen.”
He is the One who strengthens and sends us forward into the fight.
The word
witnesses is "
mártys" in Greek (pronounced Mat-toos), from which we get the word "
martyr". A martyr is one who gives their life for a cause. But notice,
if a martyr never spoke, there’d be no cause for death.
To be a witness means to
speak, to
declare, to
testify.
And because of that testimony, we may face persecution, even death.
So, in Acts 1:8 it says that the Holy Spirit is given to us so that we would have the boldness to speak and tell others of Him. The Spirit was not given so that we would be nice to others but so that we would speak.
In fact, in all the instances in the bible where the Holy Spirit entered people, over two thirds of these times, the person spoke. The Spirit entered them, and they could not stay quiet.
Here are some great verses that show this:
Exodus 4:10–12 Moses expresses fear about speaking; God tells him that He will put His words in Moses’ mouth.
Numbers 11:25–26 The Spirit rests on the 70 elders, and they prophesy.
Judges 6:34 The Spirit of the Lord comes upon Gideon; he begins to act and speak with authority.
1 Samuel 10:6, 10 The Spirit comes on Saul, and he prophesies.
1 Samuel 16:13 The Spirit comes upon David from the day of his anointing. (He is empowered to act and later speak boldly.)
2 Samuel 23:2 David says, “The Spirit of the Lord spoke by me; his word was on my tongue.”
1 Chronicles 12:18 Spirit comes upon Amasai, the leader of men, and he speaks boldly.
Micah 3:8 “But as for me, I am filled with power, with the Spirit of the Lord, and with justice and might, to declare to Jacob his transgression…”
Zechariah 7:12 – The Spirit’s influence on prophets to deliver God’s message.
Job 32:18 "For I am full of words; The spirit within me compels me."
Matthew 10:19–20 "But when they hand you over, do not worry about how or what you are to say; for what you are to say will be given to you in that hour. For it is not you who speak, but the Spirit of your Father who speaks in you."
Luke 1:67 (Zechariah) "His father Zechariah was filled with the Holy Spirit and prophesied..."
Acts 4:8 (Peter) "Then Peter, filled with the Holy Spirit, said to them..."
Acts 4:31 "They were all filled with the Holy Spirit and spoke the word of God boldly."
Acts 6:10 (Stephen) "But they could not stand up against the wisdom the Spirit gave him as he spoke."
Acts 7:55 (Stephen) "But Stephen, full of the Holy Spirit, looked up to heaven and said..."
Acts 9:17–20 (Paul) "Brother Saul... be filled with the Holy Spirit... At once he began to preach in the synagogues that Jesus is the Son of God."
Acts 13:9–10 (Paul confronts Elymas) "Then Saul, who was also called Paul, filled with the Holy Spirit, looked straight at Elymas and said..."
Acts 19:6 (Ephesian disciples) "When Paul placed his hands on them, the Holy Spirit came on them, and they spoke in tongues and prophesied."
Ephesians 6:18–20 "Pray in the Spirit on all occasions... that whenever I speak, words may be given me..."
And there are many more.
This next passage stands out to me because it highlights that our primary desire should be to prophesy. And when we look at Revelation 19:10 (
"For the testimony of Jesus is the spirit of prophecy.”) we see that to tell others about Jesus is to prophesy, or at least to walk in the same essence as prophecy. In other words, to evangelise is to walk in the same essence as prophesying. We are to desire that we evangelise.
1 Corinthians 14:1–5 “Follow the way of love and eagerly desire the gifts of the Spirit, especially prophecy… the one who prophesies speaks to people for their strengthening…”
Put simply, to prophesy is to speak under the inspiration of the Spirit, and when we share the message of Jesus, we are doing exactly that. So, the desire we should most pursue as believers is to evangelise, to speak about Jesus under the guidance of the Holy Spirit.