Was listening to a program talking about mental health.
- By Neogaia777
- Psychosis and Schizophrenia
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My mental health issues Part #3)
This is something that happens far too often as well, and I have to write down some of these specific examples or I will forget all about them in time, or all of the time, and some will say it's just coincidence, but if you ask me, it happens way too often to just be mere coincidence if you ask me all of the time.
I was watching/listening to a program/sermon and at the time they were talking about the woman who told Jesus “surely the dogs eat from the crumbs falling from the masters table” and was talking about how would you like to be called a dog, etc. And I started thinking about in my mind right when that was being said, about what I just wrote about a little while ago (My mental health issues Part #2) and how I was going to tell my counselor about identifying with dogs or a dog when she was talking about them the last time to just give her a specific example, so when those two things coincided, right then, outside my windows on the street outside and right at that very moment in time, a dog started going off or barking loudly for a little while outside, as if the previous two, the coinciding of what I was listening/paying attention to, and the thoughts that were going on in my mind at the time, was being manifested, or was also causing something else to be happening from a different source on the outside. Most will say coincidence, and I would understand that, but if I could remember all of the specific number of times that this happens with me (cause it's often, or a lot a lot of the time) then you might think it has to be more than mere coincidence also. It made me jump on the inside a little bit when it happened, or when it does happen all of time, and if it's not my own mind doing it or making it happen, then it's something else doing it or making it happen, as if to let me know that it knows, and has access to all of it, and can cause all of it to coincide, or is maybe knocking on the doorways of my mind sometimes.
Another thing that happens is when I talk back to what I'm listening to a lot, words will also coincide a lot of the time, so that we say some of the exact same words, at the exact same time. I usually ignore it to finish saying what I am wanting to say though most of the time, but it happens a lot, or a lot of the time. But as to the former example mentioned earlier, about the dog or dogs or whatever, that always happens to me a lot of the time, what I'm paying attention to and the thoughts that come up in my mind about it at the time, when those two coincide, so will something else on the outside a lot of the time, and it can trigger me sometimes.
I'm not looking for attention, but am actively aware that posting these kinds of things can attract it sometimes though, but it's not why I'm telling you this, as I like to be not paid attention to most of time. I'm mainly doing it to see if there are any others out there that are like me, or are having the same kinds of things going on or happening to them as me, and if they are handling it better or worse than me, and if it's better than me, then what is their secret really? But beyond that, or except for drawing those kinds of people, I prefer not to be paid attention to most of the time.
God Bless.
This is something that happens far too often as well, and I have to write down some of these specific examples or I will forget all about them in time, or all of the time, and some will say it's just coincidence, but if you ask me, it happens way too often to just be mere coincidence if you ask me all of the time.
I was watching/listening to a program/sermon and at the time they were talking about the woman who told Jesus “surely the dogs eat from the crumbs falling from the masters table” and was talking about how would you like to be called a dog, etc. And I started thinking about in my mind right when that was being said, about what I just wrote about a little while ago (My mental health issues Part #2) and how I was going to tell my counselor about identifying with dogs or a dog when she was talking about them the last time to just give her a specific example, so when those two things coincided, right then, outside my windows on the street outside and right at that very moment in time, a dog started going off or barking loudly for a little while outside, as if the previous two, the coinciding of what I was listening/paying attention to, and the thoughts that were going on in my mind at the time, was being manifested, or was also causing something else to be happening from a different source on the outside. Most will say coincidence, and I would understand that, but if I could remember all of the specific number of times that this happens with me (cause it's often, or a lot a lot of the time) then you might think it has to be more than mere coincidence also. It made me jump on the inside a little bit when it happened, or when it does happen all of time, and if it's not my own mind doing it or making it happen, then it's something else doing it or making it happen, as if to let me know that it knows, and has access to all of it, and can cause all of it to coincide, or is maybe knocking on the doorways of my mind sometimes.
Another thing that happens is when I talk back to what I'm listening to a lot, words will also coincide a lot of the time, so that we say some of the exact same words, at the exact same time. I usually ignore it to finish saying what I am wanting to say though most of the time, but it happens a lot, or a lot of the time. But as to the former example mentioned earlier, about the dog or dogs or whatever, that always happens to me a lot of the time, what I'm paying attention to and the thoughts that come up in my mind about it at the time, when those two coincide, so will something else on the outside a lot of the time, and it can trigger me sometimes.
I'm not looking for attention, but am actively aware that posting these kinds of things can attract it sometimes though, but it's not why I'm telling you this, as I like to be not paid attention to most of time. I'm mainly doing it to see if there are any others out there that are like me, or are having the same kinds of things going on or happening to them as me, and if they are handling it better or worse than me, and if it's better than me, then what is their secret really? But beyond that, or except for drawing those kinds of people, I prefer not to be paid attention to most of the time.
God Bless.
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