Niffer, you seem like a really nice lady, and I'm sorry we got off on the wrong foot.
If my post seemed strident, it is only because I'm trying to counteract two misconceptions that I see so common in this forum:
1) Some of the younger folks give the impression that marriage is a non-stop E-ticket to Disneyland. I know you don't mean to do this, but the posts come across this way to me. Now, I agree with you guys that the early years of marriage are awesome, but after that, the relationship changes. True, in many cases it becomes even better, and deeper than it was during the early stages. But many--too many--take a dramatic turn for the worse once the initial feverish romantic years wear off. I want to make sure young men consider this when choosing a mate, and even while choosing rather to get married at all. I believe you and I would both agree that the OP of this particular thread would be better off remaining single unless he changes, rather drastically, his expectations and attitudes towards marriage. If my initial post causes him to pause and re-evaluate, then I feel I've done him a service.
2) Many women closer to my age around here and in the world seem to give the impression that men and masculinity are evil. The only good man, in their view, is one who is cowering in the corner hoping his wife will give him 20 minutes to check the football scores on TV after he goes to work to pay for the house, food, and kids' college tuition, argues with his wife because she accuses him of being too much of a workaholic, cleans the house, does the yard work, takes the daughter to soccer practice and leads the son's boy scout troop. If I can do anything to get the OP to pause and consider that this might be how his wife would act in 20 years, then I feel I've done him a service.
And just FYI, very little of my bitterness comes from my own marriage. I've only been married 17 years. I'm practically a newlywed. But I've been schooled for 43 years of my parents' 57 year marriage. This marriage only survived because my father was a cowering wimp in the presence of his abusive, domineering wife. He was content to let her break up all the rest of the family but hey, they kept the marriage together. I don't know why he put up with it all, but I would not want any man to have to put up with what he's had to deal with. If could do anything to help a young man avoid the pain my father's dealt with, I feel I've done him a service.
Niffer, I know that some marriages are happy and rewarding and fantastic. I hope that 20 years---and even 57--years from now, you and your husband are as happy in your marriage (or even happier) as you seem to be now.
God Bless you and have a great week.
Oh Spec, what a firestorm....
Well, I don't need to say much; the other ladies here pretty much did it all for me.
And I could go into detail about my own few (though hard) first years of marriage, but I think Dallas pretty much said what I would have.
I know of many marriages where the wife is the domineering one - and it
is horrible. It comes to the point where the husband is treated like another child instead of a partner.
But I pray regularly that my marriage never comes to that.
The worst part is...it actually could!
I'm very much a go-getter, let's-get-this-done-and-organize-our-entire-lives kinda person.
My husband is like a pond. Nothing stirs him up, he's always calm, collected, thoughtful and logical.
My total opposite.
I've even started threads on here where I've had issues because I seem to have to "do everything" and the stress of it all was killing me.
Of course, in reality, I had a trust issue and would just take on everything willingly, because I couldn't put it in Remi's care. (Which is totally my issue and thankfully getting resolved.)
My point is, if my husband did cower, or not stand up for himself or let me walk all over him, my respect would be gone like
that.
I needed a man who was "manly" and was strong enough to hold his own against me.
I could never respect a man who cowered, or who was afraid of me.
Even when I am pushy, or stubborn, he still needs to stay strong. (I don't mean by tromping all over me, but fixing the issue by compromising - not just letting me always have my way.)
I'm just as prone to making mistakes as anyone else, and if I'm being stubborn and my husband
knows what to do, he has to be able to stick up for himself and his decisions, and I need to trust him.
arg, I still feel like I'm not explaining it properly, Respect is a huge issue - maybe I'm just tired.
Anyway, thank you for your apology.
I'm sorry too for my snarky remarks, I've always had a problem with my sharp tongue, and when I feel attacked I'm afraid I can get so mean so quickly.
So I'm sorry.
I am glad that you're marriage is a good one, especially after viewing one like your parents. That can be tough to overcome.
Peace,
- Niffer