I committed the unpardonable sin

[Bobber]

Edit- I self examined and found that I have a seared conscience

I myself have examined you and have found that you have not. For the very reason you want God back in your life PROVES that you have not.

 

[Strong in Him]

The Holy Spirit has been very longsuffering in my life but I know he left rightfully so. I’ve resisted him all my life and I never listened..as a result I committed some serious and evil sins and I’ve destroyed my life. I’m trying to go back to god but I know I’m the past I deliberately purposely blasphemed the Holy Spirit by spitefully never listening- I did so with the intent in my heart. I was still an unbeliever that was never saved because I had no saving faith it was professing faith. I don’t know how ti cope with the fact that I can’t go to heaven- I’m trying to turn from my ways but I know that I’ve seared my conscience because I was impetinent in my sins and these sins are orettt hard to commit against conviction- I had to use my will to pursue these sins going against my conscience and the Holy Spirit. I can’t repent from the heart and I desperately need regeneration however I can’t repent and I can’t come back to god. I committed the one sin he doesn’t forgive. I refused to let the Holy Spirit work within me and now I’m lost forever.

No, you're not.

If you were lost forever, you wouldn't be trying to get back to God, nor trying to turn from your ways. You wouldn't be distressed by the thought that you will not go to heaven. You wouldn't be saying that you desperately need regeneration, and you wouldn't be posting on Christian forums, asking for advice.
If you were lost forever you'd hate God and would be mocking, or even cursing, him - not wondering if he will accept and forgive you again.

I don't know how you're "trying to get back to God", but the only way is through Jesus - a perfect man who took all your sins and died so that you could become a child of God. Being reconciled to God means accepting that your efforts will never be enough and that Jesus died for you.

 

[ryanafshar]

Boy I read all these comments and just had a word from the Holy Spirit, and what He said was your sin can be forgiven. Please dont condemn yourself, because you may be dealing with powers and principalities. The devil isn't a pest or nuisance he is true evil and he can ruin your mind. Know that you are a good soul and God loves you. God loved the demoniac in the tombs who was completely taken over, and He loves you too. be well and rest your weary heart and mind my friend. Prayers for you!

 

[jonojim1337]

Be conscious of what your mind is telling you. Usually, we have small programs that circulate in the head. They are small phrases usually beginning with "I am...", "My life is...", "I have..." etc. These phrases spell stories - good or bad ones. You understand of course that we are in the good spell business.

HOWEVER

The true good spells come from GOD. We do not define ourselves, our lives, or anything else. We receive everything with gratitude from God, so we receive more.

I used to think that God was poor. It took a while for God to finally reveal my poverty.

 

[Josheb]

The Holy Spirit has been very longsuffering in my life but I know he left rightfully so. I’ve resisted him all my life and I never listened..as a result I committed some serious and evil sins and I’ve destroyed my life. I’m trying to go back to god but I know I’m the past I deliberately purposely blasphemed the Holy Spirit by spitefully never listening- I did so with the intent in my heart. I was still an unbeliever that was never saved because I had no saving faith it was professing faith. I don’t know how ti cope with the fact that I can’t go to heaven- I’m trying to turn from my ways but I know that I’ve seared my conscience because I was impetinent in my sins and these sins are orettt hard to commit against conviction- I had to use my will to pursue these sins going against my conscience and the Holy Spirit. I can’t repent from the heart and I desperately need regeneration however I can’t repent and I can’t come back to god. I committed the one sin he doesn’t forgive. I refused to let the Holy Spirit work within me and now I’m lost forever.


Edit- I self examined and found that I have a seared conscience

Are you willing to have an open, honest, and forthcoming conversation about this?

 

[Aliemikeyj]

Are you willing to have an open, honest, and forthcoming conversation about this?

Yeah I’d be open to one- sorry for the late reply though -I’ve been having internet issues

 

[TheCabinetGuy]

Because you have not taken the Mark of the Beast.

If you were to do that, then you would most definitely not be forgiven.

Contrary to popular opinion, receiving the mark of the beast (though very serious) is not equivalent to blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. I did a YouTube short about this awhile back...

 

[jonojim1337]

Yeah I’d be open to one- sorry for the late reply though -I’ve been having internet issues

Brother I've been a goat my entire Christian walk. Not a prideful one, but a spiteful one. I used to curse him whenever I felt like it. I would curse myself, and my own life. Actually, just this morning I was not in a particurarly good mood.

But I find that the door to repentance is always there, and as I realize that there is no way for me to continue without Christ, and as my knowledge of him increases everyday through his work in my life, through both the inner and outer formations, I cannot see an end to his mercy.

 

[jonojim1337]

Contrary to popular opinion, receiving the mark of the beast (though very serious) is not equivalent to blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. I did a YouTube short about this awhile back...

There is no worse here. Blasphemers of the Holy Spirit are unrepentant sinners, just like those who take the mark, or those who may profess the faith, but not live by it.

We can take the example of Paul, who was persecuting Christians, even unto death.

 

[Josheb]

Yeah I’d be open to one- sorry for the late reply though -I’ve been having internet issues

Then tell me exactly what you said or did and how that qualifies as the unpardonable sin.

 

[Aliemikeyj]

Then tell me exactly what you said or did and how that qualifies as the unpardonable sin.

Can I message you?

 

[RedeemedtoManhood]

The Holy Spirit has been very longsuffering in my life but I know he left rightfully so. I’ve resisted him all my life and I never listened..as a result I committed some serious and evil sins and I’ve destroyed my life. I’m trying to go back to god but I know I’m the past I deliberately purposely blasphemed the Holy Spirit by spitefully never listening- I did so with the intent in my heart. I was still an unbeliever that was never saved because I had no saving faith it was professing faith. I don’t know how ti cope with the fact that I can’t go to heaven- I’m trying to turn from my ways but I know that I’ve seared my conscience because I was impetinent in my sins and these sins are orettt hard to commit against conviction- I had to use my will to pursue these sins going against my conscience and the Holy Spirit. I can’t repent from the heart and I desperately need regeneration however I can’t repent and I can’t come back to god. I committed the one sin he doesn’t forgive. I refused to let the Holy Spirit work within me and now I’m lost forever.


Edit- I self examined and found that I have a seared conscience

No, while you are still living, you still have hope. The Bible says it is appointed for man to die once, and after that the judgment. You are still alive.

You got this. Ask the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob to give you the Holy Spirit, and surrender all aspects of your life to the Lord Jesus Christ. Surrender EVERYTHING. Repent of everything you did. You can still be saved. Ask God to forgive you. Ask God to give you the desire to seek Him and love Him with all your mind, heart and soul.

 

[Josheb]

Can I message you?

Yes.

However, let me set some expectations beforehand. I am a retired therapist but I'm not doing therapy with you (or any other poster). My willingness to help is expressed within the boundaries of ordinary internet forum discourse and my efforts to help will be brief. Nothing you share in the PM will be shared outside of the PMs without your consent, and I will expect the same from you. If you're amenable to that then yes, you can PM me.

Remember: The request made was, "Then tell me exactly what you said or did [that was unforgivable] and how that qualifies as the unpardonable sin." If you're PMing me, don't forget to answer the inquiry.

 

[Diamond7]

Sin is breaking God's law

We need to allow the Holy Spirit to do a work to set us free.

 

[SabbathBlessings]

We need to allow the Holy Spirit to do a work to set us free.

We do, but it doesn't change what sin is 1 John 3:4 James 2:10-12 or the role of the Holy Spirit to lead us to repentance of sin. 2 Corinthians 7:10 When the Holy Spirit sets us free, it means we are no longer under the bondage of sin and breaking any of the commandments of God and why the Ten Commandments is called the law of Liberty James 2:10-12. Sadly, most people think being set free from the law through the Holy Spirit means one can break the least of these commandments, but its not what Jesus taught Mat 5:19-30. People want to depend on their righteous way of living instead of God to direct our paths through His righteousness. All His commandments are righteous Psa 119:172 and Truth Psa 119:151 the Truth shall sets us free. John 8 :32

 

[Diamond7]

We do, but it doesn't change what sin is 1 John 3:4 James 2:10-12 or the role of the Holy Spirit to lead us to repentance of sin. 2 Corinthians 7:10 When the Holy Spirit sets us free, it means we are no longer under the bondage of sin and breaking any of the commandments of God and why the Ten Commandments is called the law of Liberty James 2:10-12. Sadly, most people think being set free from the law through the Holy Spirit means one can break the least of these commandments, but its not what Jesus taught Mat 5:19-30. People want to depend on their righteous way of living instead of God to direct our paths through His righteousness. All His commandments are righteous Psa 119:172 and Truth Psa 119:151 the Truth shall sets us free. John 8 :32

We have to do and teach the commandments of God. God watches over every word we speak. We have to be very careful what we say.

 

[rockytopva]

The Holy Spirit has been very longsuffering in my life but I know he left rightfully so. I’ve resisted him all my life and I never listened..as a result I committed some serious and evil sins and I’ve destroyed my life. I’m trying to go back to god but I know I’m the past I deliberately purposely blasphemed the Holy Spirit by spitefully never listening- I did so with the intent in my heart. I was still an unbeliever that was never saved because I had no saving faith it was professing faith. I don’t know how ti cope with the fact that I can’t go to heaven- I’m trying to turn from my ways but I know that I’ve seared my conscience because I was impetinent in my sins and these sins are orettt hard to commit against conviction- I had to use my will to pursue these sins going against my conscience and the Holy Spirit. I can’t repent from the heart and I desperately need regeneration however I can’t repent and I can’t come back to god. I committed the one sin he doesn’t forgive. I refused to let the Holy Spirit work within me and now I’m lost forever.


Edit- I self examined and found that I have a seared conscience

John Bunyan had a third grade education and his books would end up selling over 250 million copies and have never been out of print. But... One of his first books... Grace Abounding... Was a terribly depressing book. He struggled with what seemed like decades over the simplest issues of salvation.

4. As for my own natural life, for the time that I was without God in the world, it was indeed according to the course of this world, and ‘the spirit that now worketh in the children of disobedience’ (Eph. 2.2, 3). It was my delight to be ‘taken captive by the devil at his will’ (II Tim. 2.26). Being filled with all unrighteousness, the which did also so strongly work and put forth itself, both in my heart and life, and that from a child, that I had but few equals, especially considering my years, which were tender, being few, both for cursing, swearing, lying, and blaspheming the holy name of God

And here a great deal in the book he is still having struggles..

148. I feared therefore that this wicked sin of mine might be that sin unpardonable, of which he there thus speaketh, ‘But he that shall blaspheme against the Holy Ghost hath never forgiveness, but is in danger of eternal damnation’ (Mark 3.29). And I did the rather give credit to this, because of that sentence in the Hebrews, ‘For ye know, how that afterward, when he would have inherited the blessing, he was rejected; for he found no place of repentance, though he sought it carefully with tears.’ And this stuck always with me. - John Bunyan: Grace Abounding - Christian Classics Ethereal Librar

A great source of comfort to him was the passage..

118. This was as seasonable to my soul as the former and latter rain in their season; for I had found, and that by sad experience, the truth of these his words; for I had felt what no man can say, especially when tempted by the devil, that Jesus Christ is Lord but by the Holy Ghost. - 1 Corinthians 12:3
Can you say that Jesus Christ is Lord? Well... You can't do so without the Holy Ghost. If you can say to yourself that Jesus Christ is Lord and believe it you are saved and have not committed the unpardonable sin. - Romans 10:9

So... Why is the devil accusing you of all of that? Like John Bunyan he knows that God has plans for you.

 

[Lukaris]

Romans 11:22-23.

 

[rockytopva]

I say! I feel for the original poster here. One of the first tricks the devil has out for early believers is to doubt the salvation.