I started moving away from secular music in 2020. It wasn't an immediate shift. But the weeding process began and little by little I ceased to enjoy certain artists or genres. I noticed my thoughts and temperament before I listened and afterward. I paid attention to the behaviors that followed and began to hold myself to a different standard and determined that I was better served by consuming content -- visual and otherwise -- that mirrored the spirit and person I wanted to become.
The early forays led me to classical music. I was already a fan and found a couple of channels who covered it well and followed them. Then I looked at themes like cottagecore, the Hobbit or Outlander and did the same. And then it happened. A lucky find landed in my feed featuring French cafe music and I was hooked. I explored the recommendations and added them to my journal until I had a library of sorts to draw from.
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When I sat down to write it wasn't difficult to set the mood. I had much to draw from that inspired my pen and soothed the spirit. I'm not opposed to vocals and wholesome lyrics are a must. But I don't ignore the message or delivery. It must complement the norm I've established.
Loveliness is intentional and that's what I'm after. I want to be beautiful inside and out. I surround myself with the things that support my quest and won't derail it. Music is one iteration. Social media is another. Books, activities and associations add to the lot.
There's no shortcut to excellence. The outcome is determined by the depth of your commitment and ability to choose something else in its place. I don't regret the things I've relinquished. I don't need them anymore. Nor do I expect others to follow suit. We don't share the same convictions.
If I had select a song that embodied what I seek this would be my choice. To dwell in the company of someone imbued with that essence is unforgettable. That's the sort that caresses a soul. The kind that lifts an environment. The calm in the storm. Why wouldn't I want the same?
~bella