ve been brought up in a half christian not so happy home. My mother started going to church and walking with christ when my sister was about six years old. I do not like the way my father treats us. He has cheated, drinks, stays out all the time, bad with money always arguining etc. To us the girls he is selfish, manipulative, self centered, controlling and treats us like a retirement fund. (Bridal price is practiced in my culture).
It would not be a surprise to us children if he turned out to have another family girlfriend or children somewhere.
I am in my twenties now, and having private counselling for various personal reasons. One of the things that I have noticed is I have somewhat lost faith in God. I find myself sometimes coming back to God expecting an answer, but I get so angry when I see my mother stayed married to him all these years and how it has affected us children. I remember praying many times when I was younger hoping that they could finally divorce and so we could be at peace. I don't understand why God did not answer, why if he loves us and my mother so much, why he let my mother stay in such a toxic relationship. So thinking maybe someone here might relate or see something that I do not see, why do "God serving women stay in toxic relationship and what does the bible say about divorce?
I know some of you might say she did it for us, but to be honest with you, I think we would have had a much better life if they had separated a long time ago. Its one thing to have a father and another thing to have a father that is present. I know the difference because the latter is what I wish I had.
It would not be a surprise to us children if he turned out to have another family girlfriend or children somewhere.
I am in my twenties now, and having private counselling for various personal reasons. One of the things that I have noticed is I have somewhat lost faith in God. I find myself sometimes coming back to God expecting an answer, but I get so angry when I see my mother stayed married to him all these years and how it has affected us children. I remember praying many times when I was younger hoping that they could finally divorce and so we could be at peace. I don't understand why God did not answer, why if he loves us and my mother so much, why he let my mother stay in such a toxic relationship. So thinking maybe someone here might relate or see something that I do not see, why do "God serving women stay in toxic relationship and what does the bible say about divorce?
I know some of you might say she did it for us, but to be honest with you, I think we would have had a much better life if they had separated a long time ago. Its one thing to have a father and another thing to have a father that is present. I know the difference because the latter is what I wish I had.