I've been thinking about Allison a lot lately. Her 18th birthday is coming up, on March 23. She passed away seven years ago though. It's so weird. Life really is going on without her, no matter how I lag behind. I feel like the world should have stopped spinning with her passing.
I miss her so much. She was the best friend I have ever had. She was the only human being who loved me unconditionally. Even when we fought, we were hugging within fifteen minutes. It's not fair. It's not fair that other people my age get to grow up with their friends; they get to talk about first dates together, they get to eat lunch together in the high school cafeteria, they get to go to prom together, they get to discuss colleges together, they get to graduate together. They can pick up the phone whenver they want and call eachother. I can't do any of that. I missed out.
I never really had another friend like Allison. She was my rock when the rest of the world was crashing around me, and even though it's been seven years it feels like yesterday. Where did all the time go? I've already said this, but it's NOT fair. It's not fair that I can't call her, and it's not fair that she never got to see the twins (my sisters and her cousins-they're three years old). Everything just keeps changing and everyone's grown up except Allison. I can't believe it's been this long. I miss her so much.
I miss her so much. She was the best friend I have ever had. She was the only human being who loved me unconditionally. Even when we fought, we were hugging within fifteen minutes. It's not fair. It's not fair that other people my age get to grow up with their friends; they get to talk about first dates together, they get to eat lunch together in the high school cafeteria, they get to go to prom together, they get to discuss colleges together, they get to graduate together. They can pick up the phone whenver they want and call eachother. I can't do any of that. I missed out.
I never really had another friend like Allison. She was my rock when the rest of the world was crashing around me, and even though it's been seven years it feels like yesterday. Where did all the time go? I've already said this, but it's NOT fair. It's not fair that I can't call her, and it's not fair that she never got to see the twins (my sisters and her cousins-they're three years old). Everything just keeps changing and everyone's grown up except Allison. I can't believe it's been this long. I miss her so much.