- Aug 1, 2005
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I am wondering what to do about my father. He has paranoid schizophrenia and has had it since way before I was born. My father was very abusive towards myself, my sister and my mother. He does not admit he has a mental illness and refuses to take any medication. He is now in his 60's and lives somewhere in Los Angeles either alone or with a new girlfriend (I have not had contact with him in about 4 years and he changes "girlfriends" like crazy). He left my mom a few years ago for a mail-order-bride from Vietnam who was in her 20's. He has always been a very destructive, abusive, angry, impossible-to-talk-to kind of man. The problem I have is that he is my dad and I still worry about him. He's in his 60's with no retirement (he could never hold a job), mentally unstable, and alone (or at least has no family around). It breaks my heart and I wonder if there is anything I can do. In the past everything I try to do to help him backfires as it just makes him upset and abusive towards me. My hubby tells me to stay far, far away as he has seen the type of damage my father can do to me. The problem is I can't help but care and I worry about him dying alone. I guess I am wondering if there is any reasoning at all with a paranoid schizphrenic who refuses to admit their disease and refuses any treatment. I pray for him alot and I sometimes think this is the best I can do. In the past everytime I jsut talk to him he says or does something very hurtful.