- Jan 6, 2021
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- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Non-Denom
- Marital Status
- Celibate
I do not just suffer from Schizophrenia but from Scrupulosity as well an OCD disorder. I wish I had some relief from either disease. I used to be a Buddhist a while ago and now I hear the voice of my former buddhist teacher for the last 20 years.. The voice is relentless constantly judging me and telling me how I should live. On top of that I have uncontrollable thoughts that curse God and the Holy Spirit. This is not a voluntary thing it's an uncontrollable thought. I have been assured that God understands that I have a disorder and I have not done the Unforgivable sin. They both cause quite a bit of suffering.. Can I ever find any release from this suffering?