I had suicidal thoughts for quite a while now, but struggle with it as it is a sin to do it, or even think or about it. However is it a sin to kill yourself with an external cause, such as car crash, robbery, drafting into war or else?
I have the feeling that this thread will sound very inappropriate since a lot of people suffer these and much more without wanting it, and I'm here sitting being free from these bad things. But believe it or not I'm just trying to find an allowed way to join Jesus sooner in Heaven.
I guess most of these things usually have a suffer period before somehow dying, but there are maybe ways that don't have it. I just don't wanna spend time looking for them just to learn that it's bad anyway.
I guess anyway you can't trick God with this method but would He see this as "you caused it so you sinned" or something else? I think I already know the answer though.
I have the feeling that this thread will sound very inappropriate since a lot of people suffer these and much more without wanting it, and I'm here sitting being free from these bad things. But believe it or not I'm just trying to find an allowed way to join Jesus sooner in Heaven.
I guess most of these things usually have a suffer period before somehow dying, but there are maybe ways that don't have it. I just don't wanna spend time looking for them just to learn that it's bad anyway.
I guess anyway you can't trick God with this method but would He see this as "you caused it so you sinned" or something else? I think I already know the answer though.