Heartache....

[Jenniferdiana]

my heart hurts so much and im falling apart inside....i hate hurting so much...i dont know what to do anymore...i fight this everyday...and i just cant win..

 

[faroukfarouk]

my heart hurts so much and im falling apart inside....i hate hurting so much...i dont know what to do anymore...i fight this everyday...and i just cant win..

Psalm 46; John 14.1-27; John's First Epistle chapters 1-5.

 

[vinsight4u]

/nvm

 

[Jenniferdiana]

?
Did you try finding that YouTube video by searching? Really think you could gain from listening to it.

i cant watch videos right now....i have to update my browser...thanks though...

 

[vinsight4u]

/nvm

 

[Jenniferdiana]

https://player.fm/series/the-potters-touch-1541510/the-danger-of-low-expectation

Can you listen to a podcast?

not really...tell me what does it talk about?

 

[vinsight4u]

/nvm

 

[Jenniferdiana]

yea i know its alright...but im having problems updating my browser... i connect my phone to my laptop and theres no more data on my phone so i have a slow connection...

 

[vinsight4u]

/nvm

 

[Jenniferdiana]

It is about how "you generally get what you expect". "Do you have the courage to raise your expectations"? "It is time to break your pattern". "The enemy has been seeking whom he may devour"."You cannot receive anything that you are not reaching for".

from the
video by T. D. Jakes - "The Danger of Low Expectations"

ok thanks for that...but to be honest all i want is for this pain to go away....

 

[vinsight4u]

/nvm

 

[Jenniferdiana]

Another part of it was about witnessing. How somehow the church today has gotten confused. The Bible says - Go ye into all the world. We have turned that into - bring them to church. You told us how telling people about Jesus Christ gives you energy. What if you went out and started to strike up some conversations with people in your area?

i dont know it does but ..after what happen with God...i dont feel right doing it anymore...i just have so much heartache...everything is a mess...

 

[vinsight4u]

/nvm

 

[Jenniferdiana]

You no longer have a burden for the lost?

yea of course...i just feel funny...like a hypocrite...

 

[vinsight4u]

/nvm

 

[Jenniferdiana]

i know...i understand what you are saying....yea i know...you are right...

 

[vinsight4u]

/nvm

 

[Jenniferdiana]

i really messed up though... :-/

 

[vinsight4u]

/nvm

 

[Jenniferdiana]

Who hasn't? I don't know anyone that never messed up.
If you saw the desperate need for the Gospel in Mango, then maybe you would understand that the world is waiting to hear from anybody willing to tell them.

i dont know i dont think anybody has messed up as bad me and besides i think God gave me that opportunity already but i totally messed up with it...... :-/