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FierceInside
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Well things are pretty bad right now. I tried going the whole methadone route and failed big time.... I started good but then I hurt my back pretty bad and I have had to go on pain killers and that lead to abuse and back to heroin. I wanted to get clean for my featuring tour not just for myself but because I am traveling with like 4 other girls so I didn't want to seem like such a junkie. Now I have to be gone from home for like a month and deal with all the stuff the road brings...... It's hard enough to get out of bed so this is gonna be terrible...... I hate being like this..... Being broken is just the worst feeling ever and knowing it's all your fault. Just gonna try and survive the next month and then start over in November.