I am a Christian girl in highschool. I really needed advice so I made an account on here, I hope you all can be helpful
I've been dating my boyfriend for a little over 2 years now. He isn't a Christian, but I love him so much. We've talked about our future together and all these plans we have and I can't imagine not having him in my life. He's been to church a few times with me but doesn't believe in anything, and it causes a lot of arguments between us.
Now let me backtrack... over the summer, we almost broke up. I had just gotten home from church camp and it was extremely life changing. I didn't want to fall into old habits & as much as I love my bf it didn't feel right for us to be together... I tried to break up with him but it was horribly painful. He brought up how I said I would never break up with him, and that he would blame our break up on camp. He kept saying that if I loved him I wouldn't do this, and that I didn't have to bring religion into our relationship. So we decided to make things work. After a few months, I fell back into old habits and other bad things. (having sex, experimenting with drugs/alcohol) I felt guilty but eventually stopped thinking about it and tried to suppress it when the thought did come up. But now I can't stop thinking about it and I don't know what to do. Since the summer I have changed in a lot of ways. I overdosed and have since stopped doing drugs and anything related to them. I am working on stopping cussing. I also am attending church every sunday & fca meetings at my school. I'm trying to get back on track, but I don't know what to do about my boyfriend. I love him and don't want to hurt him, but I want a relationship based on God. I just don't want him to hate me or be turned away from God, and I feel that I am too weak to break things off because I am so afraid.
