Hello my name is Ryan and I have schizoaffective disorder. In my 20's I frequented strip clubs and watched inappropriate content I was essentially lost. During those times I was hallucinating and delusional, the wages of sin I guess. Things are much better now for me because I'm born again, but I've been having a crisis of faith. I'm pretty good with Jesus but I've lost my evil training. The wages of sin are what got me, but I seem to have lost the devil and demons etc. I have seen a demon when I was young and in the mirror one time when I was in High School. I feel very uncomfortable, because I am having a hard time recognizing those things as evil. I'm feeling sick about it, twisted, hoodwinked. Is there a compassionate group of people here on this site that would work with me on understanding the good vs evil thing? I don't wanna believe God sent those demons after me. Thx!