I think I have committed apostasy. Please help.
Please help y'all
What exactly did you do. From the very beginning.The problem is that I'm not in Chrost. I rejected Him and returned to the law and works. I desperately need help. My heart is hard, under spiritual blindness and strong delusion. I fell away as per Hebrews 6:4-6. I cannot be renewed to repentance is what scripture says. I'm earnestly trying to repent but my heart is still hard and I'm devoid of the Spirit. Please help.
100%If you had walked away from God in an irreparable manner, you would not feel any desire to go back to Him. Repent, turn to Jesus, pray, read your Bible and go to Church. You will get back to where you want to be, but it will take some effort both to re-immerse yourselves in those truths and get rid of old mental habits (the flesh does affect us, after all).
Is that what these verses are really saying though? That God will refuse your repentance? I am not a Biblical scholar, but it doesn’t clearly say “God refuses those who repent”, so I’m not sure I would take it that way?The problem is that I'm not in Chrost. I rejected Him and returned to the law and works. I desperately need help. My heart is hard, under spiritual blindness and strong delusion. I fell away as per Hebrews 6:4-6. I cannot be renewed to repentance is what scripture says. I'm earnestly trying to repent but my heart is still hard and I'm devoid of the Spirit. Please help.