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Yes, I believe that I have waited to long and have ignored Gods dealings with me far far to long, now im in a complete and utter mess and am deeply depressed.
Im 36yrs old and I have been going to church all my life so im certainly not a stranger to when God's Holy Spirit is convicting and drawing me to salvation. The problem is that each time a person refuses salvation their heart gets harder and harder making each offer that much more difficult to accept.
Long story short I just woke up and realized that for the past 10yrs of my life I have not had God dealing with me anymore and I had fallen into a deep deep sin with pornography. The last time I remember God dealing with my heart was 1999 at a church service and like an idiot I did not go forward to get saved. After that time is when I fell into a deep life style of sin and im just now realizing 10yrs later that God has let me go.
I have asked God to save me but I realize that unless he is drawing me then I am just talking to thin air, if any of you are debating on getting saved please dont put it off any longer or you could end up like me and wake up one day to realize that your day of grace is over.
I have had terrible things happening to me lately from dreams of being thrown into hell, I have woke up at night and litterally felt my skin burning, my wife even touched me and said that I felt like I was on fire. I think I may be under the Judgement of God.
Im 36yrs old and I have been going to church all my life so im certainly not a stranger to when God's Holy Spirit is convicting and drawing me to salvation. The problem is that each time a person refuses salvation their heart gets harder and harder making each offer that much more difficult to accept.
Long story short I just woke up and realized that for the past 10yrs of my life I have not had God dealing with me anymore and I had fallen into a deep deep sin with pornography. The last time I remember God dealing with my heart was 1999 at a church service and like an idiot I did not go forward to get saved. After that time is when I fell into a deep life style of sin and im just now realizing 10yrs later that God has let me go.
I have asked God to save me but I realize that unless he is drawing me then I am just talking to thin air, if any of you are debating on getting saved please dont put it off any longer or you could end up like me and wake up one day to realize that your day of grace is over.
I have had terrible things happening to me lately from dreams of being thrown into hell, I have woke up at night and litterally felt my skin burning, my wife even touched me and said that I felt like I was on fire. I think I may be under the Judgement of God.