Feeling ashamed...

[Macchiato]

So I feel for sure I need meds.
My intrusive thoughts make me swing between anxiety and depression..

Trying to muster the strength to be honest with my DR so I cn get them.
Trying to muster strength to endure possible withdrawls..

Just trying to be happy is all. That and pass my TEAS feel I won't bc I can't concentrate long enough to study.

 

[AlexB23]

So I feel for sure I need meds.
My intrusive thoughts make me swing between anxiety and depression..

Trying to muster the strength to be honest with my DR so I cn get them.
Trying to muster strength to endure possible withdrawls..

Just trying to be happy is all. That and pass my TEAS feel I won't bc I can't concentrate long enough to study.

I prayed for you. OCD can be a struggle, but remember this verse, Romans 8:38-39: "For I am sure that neither death nor life, nor angels nor rulers, nor things present nor things to come, nor powers, nor height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God in Christ Jesus our Lord."

 

[Joseph G]

Praying for you too. He won't leave you as an orphan in the storm.

 

[AlexB23]

And one more thing. @Macchiato , it is recommended that you seek advice from a priest or pastor. Even if the church leader is far away, there are probably online directories where you can call up your local church to help.

Example (I do not live in Culver City, but I will use it as an example):

 

[Diamond7]

My intrusive thoughts make me swing between anxiety and depression..

Exactly, you need positive energy and positive thoughts. I like to quote and study the promises of God, that fixes whatever ails you. Put it under the Blood of Jesus and get rid of all that negative energy. There is wonder working power in the Blood.

 

[JesusFollowerForever]

So I feel for sure I need meds.
My intrusive thoughts make me swing between anxiety and depression..

Trying to muster the strength to be honest with my DR so I cn get them.
Trying to muster strength to endure possible withdrawls..

Just trying to be happy is all. That and pass my TEAS feel I won't bc I can't concentrate long enough to study.

Hello macchiato,

Consulting with a mental health professional who specializes in OCD is crucial. They can provide personalized treatment plans tailored to the individual's needs and monitor progress over time. OCD requires more than meds this is why you should consult with someone who specializes in OCD.

Blessings

 

[Macchiato]

Hello macchiato,

Consulting with a mental health professional who specializes in OCD is crucial. They can provide personalized treatment plans tailored to the individual's needs and monitor progress over time. OCD requires more than meds this is why you should consult with someone who specializes in OCD.

Blessings

You're right. This is hard for me to come to terms with I hate I may have ocd. I feel this my be what it is bc i cant concentrate long enough to study so nursing school may hve to wait. . But I also don't have insurance so.. I'dk how ill be seen

 

[Macchiato]

Hello macchiato,

Consulting with a mental health professional who specializes in OCD is crucial. They can provide personalized treatment plans tailored to the individual's needs and monitor progress over time. OCD requires more than meds this is why you should consult with someone who specializes in OCD.

Blessings

You're right. This is hard for me to come to terms with I hate I may have ocd. I feel this my be what it is bc i cant concentrate long enough to study so nursing school may hve to wait. . But I also don't have insurance so.. I'dk how ill be seen

 

[AlexB23]

You're right. This is hard for me to come to terms with I hate I may have ocd. I feel this my be what it is bc i cant concentrate long enough to study so nursing school may hve to wait. . But I also don't have insurance so.. I'dk how ill be seen

Well, some states have state-sponsored mental health programs. Wisconsin has one, after looking online just now. If not, you can ask a pastor for help, if he is not a jerk of a pastor who does not want to help anyone.

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