My dad is abusive to me, and last year, he was kicked out by CPS. I know I shouldn't, but I make myself bear the burden of my dad's absence. My brother hurts me (not physically) and says it's my fault dad is gone. My mom is a single mom right now and she is stressed out all the time. Dad is in a Christian recovery center and he is doing better, but has yet to apologize for what he did to me. My family is experiencing so much turmoil, and I feel like it's my fault. I'm trying to keep an optimistic view and a heart of prayer through all of it. How do I deal with all this stuff?