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Elliemare
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A few months ago I came here very conflicted about finances and my past involvement in the sex industry. I felt at times resented by my husband because I don't bring in enough income. During those times, I tend to panic and immediately have thoughts of returning to some sex related source of income because in the past it was the only thing that I could depend upon to "save" me out of a financial bind.
Since then I have confessed my past to my husband and told him my feelings of financial insecurity. I've told him how I panic and all I can think of is the quick money of a sex type of job.
Since I made this confession, not only did my husband handle it very well, but I have had no more incidences of panic, no more worry about money, and quick-money jobs have completely left my mind! I no longer have that nagging sense of guilt and the devil whispering in my ear "You can't depend on anyone, you have to take care of yourself, you can always go get a job at a massage parlor." That stuff is all GONE!
I'm convinced that confession, repentance and praying that God will provide, I don't have to be in charge has kicked the devil to the curb! He knows he can't win with me anymore!
I'm amazed. I just realized that it had been months since I was plagued by these negative thoughts. It literally is no longer a part of my life. PRAISE GOD!
Since then I have confessed my past to my husband and told him my feelings of financial insecurity. I've told him how I panic and all I can think of is the quick money of a sex type of job.
Since I made this confession, not only did my husband handle it very well, but I have had no more incidences of panic, no more worry about money, and quick-money jobs have completely left my mind! I no longer have that nagging sense of guilt and the devil whispering in my ear "You can't depend on anyone, you have to take care of yourself, you can always go get a job at a massage parlor." That stuff is all GONE!
I'm convinced that confession, repentance and praying that God will provide, I don't have to be in charge has kicked the devil to the curb! He knows he can't win with me anymore!
I'm amazed. I just realized that it had been months since I was plagued by these negative thoughts. It literally is no longer a part of my life. PRAISE GOD!