I am 35 years old and have ulcerative colitis. I was first sick and diagnosed in 2002 and with treatment I only had a few short flare ups between 2002 and 2013. But in 2013 my stress levels went through the roof and i flared up big time, and it has never stopped. There were two 4 month periods where I was on steroids which helped, but immediately after tapering off them I'm back to being sick. My joints hurt daily, some days I can barely walk or eat. My bloodwork and tests come back normal as if there is no cancer or anything, and my doctor isn't even pushing a colonoscopy either. I feel like my only options are steroids or sickness, because the meds don't work. I am 6'0 and weigh 218 lbs right now, but on the steroids I can plump up to 270 lbs in no time.To me that's not an acceptable treatment because when the flare comes back, which it always does where is my barely walking condition from inflammation going to be then? I am just frustrated, I have no life. I am trying nicotine patches for the second time even though i'm not a smoker because there is promising tests that say it can help. I have even went into enough desperation to research medical marijuana even though that for sure ain't my thing. I just don't know what to do.