nightflight
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Suicide is better than being in pain or homeless. That's why so many people do it.
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There are huge, huge benefits to suffering you only see
later.
That strikes me as a saying from someone who hasn't faced any extraordinary hardships.
Really?? How would you know? Having had my share of them and suicidal 4 times-----my first at around 17--I happen to agree with that statement. I am now 65 and have learned to cope with hardships much better and have lived to understand the truth of that statement for I had much to learn and the benefits have been grand.
Only people can be ethical. Assuming that death is the end of the person, if you desire to be ethical you must never kill yourself.
Is this valid or a fallacy (e.g. equivocation on "ethical")?
fallacy,
It's like saying that only living breathing people are alive, and if I intend to rightly say I am alive I cannot choose to ever stop being alive. Choosing to stop being alive doesn't change that I am in fact alive.
But this question separates the concept of morality from the feelings and well being of humans. If you have ever suffered and considered suicide to end your pain and sorrow then you know fully well that suicide can be desirable so yes it can be considered good, that's what good is anyway. I would never say suicide is simply immoral, people deserve to be free from the indescribable pain that drives people to that and it's not cowardly. Killing yourself to stop your pain requires great resolve and bravery in my opinion.
It takes a lot more guts to look your pain in the face, endure, get through it and come out the other side.
I've been suicidal 4 times, --yes, I know. I've been in extreme physical pain for over 24 years from fibro, degenerative disc disease, diabetic neuropathy---I was in such pain I was crying every single day and wanted nothing else but death. Then God send someone who paid for me to go on Medical Marijuana, what a relief. I was on it or over 1 1/2 years, not pain free, but tolerable. But had to come off it bout 4 mths ago---just can't afford it. I've had to cope with increased pain again, though it is not as bad as it had been.
My present marriage to an alcoholic!!! Without my history, would not have been able to cope. Gone through sexual abuse from the age of 5,- 4 abortions, 3 by my father the 1st at age 12, the breakup of my first marriage and having to start all over, homelessness, literally no money coming in, beloved pets dyeing (all pet owners go through that)---death of family and friends (again, everyone goes through that)--but 25 years with an alcoholic is pretty tuff!!
It sounds rather tough. I dated an alcoholic for five years, and it took me two to realize she was an alcoholic because of how young we were. I understand what you're saying...
I'm also not trying to downplay anything you've been through...particularly the sexual abuse. I know that often that leaves emotional scars which have repercussions for life...other times not. I wouldn't wish it on anyone...yet it's still not quite the kind of hardship I'm talking about.
I had a friend go completely insane in his early twenties. I'm not talking about emotional issues...but a completely distorted perception of reality full of delusions and paranoia. I'm not going to talk about this particular type of mental disorder, out of respect for anyone on C.F. who might be suffering from it...but I will say his problems became increasingly severe while at college and culminated with his parents coming to haul him away while he got ejected from the school for life.
He got treatment, and while the treatment helped...it couldn't "fix" the problem. He still suffered delusions and paranoia daily...it's just that it wasn't as severe and he could for the most part recognize them as delusions (though not always). He was a very happy go-lucky, friendly, well liked person. This condition stripped him of all friends...and severely damaged all future relationships and prospects. I remember seeing him in public once about 8-9months before he killed himself...he wasn't the same. You could tell he was experiencing things that weren't happening...and trying to hide it. He had also become quite depressed because of the state of his condition...and reasonably so. It's not hard to understand why he didn't see much of a future for himself and decided to end it when faced with the constant daily realization of "what could have been."
That's really just one example. Another would be something known as The Suicide Disease.
http://www.medfaxxinc.com/index.php...e-trigeminal-neuralgia-or-tic-douloureux.html
This isn't a condition that causes a person to kill themselves. No, instead it causes such immense and daily pain that it literally takes everything from you. It's hard to describe what this condition does to someone...what's the worst pain you can think of? Being stabbed? Being shot? Electrical shock or child birth? Even in those situations, there's some comfort to be had in the knowledge that the pain won't last. Imagine then, for a moment, if that pain was either present all the time every day...or frequently and unexpectedly many many times throughout the day...every day. It becomes hard to concentrate on things, hard to be happy, optimistic, loving, caring. Instead, the entire focus of your life becomes this pain, which no one seems to have any solutions for and even the strongest painkillers only dull. This doesn't happen all at once....but the longer one deals with it...the more it becomes their life. What their life once was fades into the background and possibly even disappears entirely. Work of any kind, school, even caring for children quickly becomes almost impossible as the pain demands your entire focus. Are you starting to get the picture? It takes whatever your life was and replaces it with moments of agonizing pain and waiting for agonizing pain.
The people who decide to kill themselves aren't weak in some way...they aren't mentally disturbed...they simply see no reason to continue. Most people can't imagine that kind of situation...but it's called The Suicide Disease because that's the conclusion that many many people reach.
So as I said, sometimes a hardship can become the defining aspect of a life. Sometimes there simply is no silver lining and a person is laid low by their condition. Sometimes, suicide can become an entirely reasonable and well thought out choice.
That strikes me as a saying from someone who hasn't faced any extraordinary hardships.
So... ? That in no way makes people who do not want what you want into cowards or less brave than you. I think its bravery to say no I will not accept a life like this any more, I am going to stop this pain once and for all. You said you wanted nothing but to die, it is erroneous for you to say that bravery is somehow lacking here.
Than me?? No---I do not hold myself as someone who has all the answers and my way is the only way. It is a personal choice between God and the individual. However, what gives you the right to say they have to choose to take their life because you think there is no God and therefore they have no hope---that is you that has no hope! Someone who believes in God has a hope! We use His strength to help us through these things. You choose to think there is no God, that is your choice. But we believe there is a different way. We do not have to depend only on how we feel, we have faith that God is there to give us the strength to carry through. We may not know why we must go through this, but that is what life has given us and we can do it. There are times we may loose hold of that faith, but we can get it back. It is not our own bravery we depend on but His.
Considering your story.... I do not think your god is a source of hope for anyone but you. He did not protect you from the things you need to recover from. He let you become the miserable individual who needs him to now somehow make your life livable and he clearly hasn't fixed your broken life. The best he did was get a human give you some money. Gee that sounds suspect.
I do not choose to not believe, that's not how belief works. I can't believe in god and I know of no god worth believing in anyway.
He never said nothing bad would happen to us, just that He would always be with you!! He has always mended my broken life---I've always said, God has managed to make a beautiful Mosaic out of the broken pieces of my life! That is your way to live your life, without God or hope. I believe otherwise and do not force my believes on others, nor do I wish to deprive anyone of their hope in something better. How miserable it would be to have no hope, no faith, no God. Just this miserable world and if things get bad, you have no choice but to end your life.
He never said nothing bad would happen to us, just that He would always be with you!! He has always mended my broken life---I've always said, God has managed to make a beautiful Mosaic out of the broken pieces of my life! That is your way to live your life, without God or hope. I believe otherwise and do not force my believes on others, nor do I wish to deprive anyone of their hope in something better. How miserable it would be to have no hope, no faith, no God. Just this miserable world and if things get bad, you have no choice but to end your life.
I'm a father, I have two little girls I do not want hear that god "never said nothing bad would happen to us" as a father would do anything to protect my family and you have no idea why he watched as your entire life was shattered and all you've ever known was misery and pain. No he has not mended your broken life, you've told us all about it, you've told us how you've wished you could die for years on end. I do not want to hear how he was with you while you were being raped, the 1st time... the 2nd time... the 3rd time, for years and years.
Your life is so miserable that you need a god to exist so you that can hope in him. I think I understand but no this god is not a hope for other people. I'm not depriving anyone of anything either. I'm not just expecting them to endure it and I won't call them cowards.