I have depression & anxiety so it’s hard to want to go to church. I struggle with meeting people at church, so I don’t look forward to feeling alone there. Christian counseling has failed me multiple times, and I’ve tried meditating on verses. Nothing works to get help or support so my faith in God is not very strong. I know I shouldn’t depend on people, which I don’t because I am introverted and spend 99% of my time alone, but I’m tired of being so isolated and I thought God did not create us to be alone.
2 Timothy 1:7 says how God does not give us a spirit of fear, so why after 15 years of my life this won’t go away? I don’t feel confident in my personality to open up to others, I’ve wasted time being stuck and miserable in jobs because of anxiety, I’m just extremely confused.
It also adds insult to injury that my younger sister is so much more passionate for God and is outgoing and has tons of friends and is always having fun. I’m too a shamed to talk to her and she kind of looks down on me because I guess I’m not much to look up to
2 Timothy 1:7 says how God does not give us a spirit of fear, so why after 15 years of my life this won’t go away? I don’t feel confident in my personality to open up to others, I’ve wasted time being stuck and miserable in jobs because of anxiety, I’m just extremely confused.
It also adds insult to injury that my younger sister is so much more passionate for God and is outgoing and has tons of friends and is always having fun. I’m too a shamed to talk to her and she kind of looks down on me because I guess I’m not much to look up to