So basically you already have read of my Testimony where I use the video of Vladimir Savchuk, Isaiah Saldivar and their two other friends where I actively join their Deliverance against the evil spirits of lust, homosexuality and others. In Jesus' Name. It truly works!!!
But let me give you an update.
Brothers, could you please pray for me?
So I've had this "cold war" with my inconsiderate neighbors for almost 4 years now. They are noisy people, even at night. They are inconsiderate. I've talked with them personally and even in front of the Homeowner's Association and the Organization higher than this. They allow their children to play in the streets and their noise disturbs me as well, not just the grown-ups' noise.
So as I was going to church to meet God, excited and full of joy, they called me "gay" or a more derogatory term, similar to "F-A-G".
I am trying my best not to be hurt, because if we received Jesus as our Savior and Lord, He has given us the ability NEVER to be offended.
But I will admit.. it kinda hurts....
I really do not know why they say I am a "homosexual". I mean, they have not seen me sleeping with men. They have not seen me m-a-s-t-u-r-b---- towards men either. Not to my recollection. Frankly, I do not really know their basis.
If before, I was somewhat effeminate, the Lord God knows that I have been praying for Him to remove my same sex attraction and to MAKE ME MANLY. I constantly ask the Holy Spirit to fill me. If my efforts to act manly are lacking, I am sorry about this, but the truth is, I am exerting efforts towards this. The Lord eventually has given me a Girlfriend, a future wife, who is a Believer.
There's some hurt, I admit, if I will allow. They were calling me a "F-A-G" because essentially, they are enraged that I point out to them that what they are doing is not right, is not considerate, and a Homeowner actually sided with me in public. I guess they are enraged that they wouldn't be able to laugh and revel at midnight and at sleeping hours...
Please, brethren, help me. What should I do.