In awe.

[Robban]

Since wednesday I am home,

Neighbors ask me where I have been,

I tell them, "to hell and back".

I was found floating in the water,

I had a fractured skull bone,

air and blood in the left lung,

and air in the right,

ribfractures both sides.

And lunginflammition,

I was flown to a intensive care hospital where I was for all I know unconscience (spelling)

Things I saw were not real though they seemed so at the time, (hell)

But thing I do know, the whole time the following song never left me.

Will post it after this post.

Therefor I stand in awe and enormous thankfulness.

 

[Robban]

This song,

Hashem Your faithfulness is astonishing..

 

[Andrewn]

Things I saw were not real though they seemed so at the time, (hell)

How do you know they were not real?

 

[Robban]

How do you know they were not real?

#1, I cannot be in Gothenburg and Stocholm for two days at the same time.

#2, there were no newspapers who reported it, though I saw big guilded headlines.

#3, several times I saw a worlds news, or would have been if were true.

#4,several incidents that are too difficult for me to write.

I remember prayer the prayer in the song before it happened,

and it did not leave me.

I have the doctors report giving a step by step,
at only one point did they get wrong,

and that was just where it happened that there was wrong info.
If you had it happen to you maybe you would think different.

I am still trying to settle down a little.

 

[cloudyday2]

I am glad you are o.k. aside from healing. I noticed you had not posted in a while, so I was hoping you were just bored with CF or something. I didn't know something like that had happened.

 

[Robban]

I am glad you are o.k. aside from healing. I noticed you had not posted in a while, so I was hoping you were just bored with CF or something. I didn't know something like that had happened.

Thanks cloudy.

 

[Robban]

I am glad you are o.k. aside from healing. I noticed you had not posted in a while, so I was hoping you were just bored with CF or something. I didn't know something like that had happened.

It was only a year ago my boat exploded though miraculously it happened where it happened.

At the time there was a wind blowing causing the flames fumes and smoke to blow away from the pumps, fuel pumps on jetty.

After the fire brigade had put the fire out and towed the remains away,

The wind changed direction 180 degrees.

Which may be a lesson,
does it not say somewhere,

All you have will perish but you will be saved like a flame from a fire.

Or something like that.

Which would be effective in taking me down a notch or two, in case I thought I was some kind of holy Joe.


There are different angles to see things,

A King tests his subjects loyalty,
a potter does not bother tapping a piece of cracked pottery,

So whatever happens it can be seen as either a lesson or a test.

A test is for the testeds benefit,

passing a test is not such a bad thing.

 

[MehGuy]

Glad you're ok. Hope you recovered well.

 

[Robban]

Glad you're ok. Hope you recovered well.

Thank you,

It will take a while to recover physically said the doctor.

What is worst is trying to think straight but bit by bit I believe it will be all good,

Most diffifult is believing it has happened, like too good to be true.

 

[Robban]

Come to think of Sarah when she heard the angel tell Abraham in a year from now she would be holding a son,

She laughed,

Is anything too wonderful that Hashem cannot arrange it?

 

[cloudyday2]

How is your recovery? Be sure you are eating a lot of protein and calcium and so forth for healing.

 

[Robban]

How is your recovery? Be sure you are eating a lot of protein and calcium and so forth for healing.

Thank you for your kind thought,

Yeah I see to that I get vitamins and minerals,

a friend came the other day with 1kg cod fillet.


I have to take it a bit slow, but bit by bit it will be fine.

thanks again cloudy.

 

[bèlla]

Robban,

It sounds like you’ve had quite an experience that has taken time to heal and process. But when HaShem holds us to the flame He knows we can withstand our reshaping and will emerge more in His likeness from the experience than we were before it occurred.

When I recall my deepest hurt and asked Him why He sent me to Iyov! No one wants that reference. But I wouldn’t be the person I’ve become without it and I’m thankful for His sloughing.

As the new year swiftly approaches, may HaShem’s blessings rest upon your mind and heart. I wish you a speedy recovery.

Shanah Tovah.

~Bella

PS. That’s a lovely song. Thank you for sharing.

 

[Robban]

Robban,

It sounds like you’ve had quite an experience that has taken time to heal and process. But when HaShem holds us to the flame He knows we can withstand our reshaping and will emerge more in His likeness from the experience than we were before it occurred.

When I recall my deepest hurt and asked Him why He sent me to Iyov! No one wants that reference. But I wouldn’t be the person I’ve become without it and I’m thankful for His sloughing.

As the new year swiftly approaches, may HaShem’s blessings rest upon your mind and heart. I wish you a speedy recovery.

Shanah Tovah.

~Bella

PS. That’s a lovely song. Thank you for sharing.

Thousand thanks for your kind words LaBella.

May you be sealed for a good year.

 

[Zoness]

Glad to hear you are doing well @Robban sending good thoughts your way.

 

[Robban]

Glad to hear you are doing well @Robban sending good thoughts your way.

Thank you so much Zoness,

it is heartwarming to know that we are thinking of eachother.

No two souls theare on the same journey.

Thank you again Zonesss.

 

[cloudyday2]

Just checking to see how you are doing.

 

[Robban]

Just checking to see how you are doing.

Thanks,

Have pain but that is to be expected.

What is worst is at any moment everything can start spinning and I get thrown until I can grab hold of something.

I have had so much help from a few people.

which without I may not have been able to make it.

But it is far from negative, many surprises,

I don't know why I am so fortunate,

But, heh, new year, woohoo,

Yep, it's all going to be good.

How you doing cloudy?

 

[cloudyday2]

Thanks,

Have pain but that is to be expected.

What is worst is at any moment everything can start spinning and I get thrown until I can grab hold of something.

I have had so much help from a few people.

which without I may not have been able to make it.

But it is far from negative, many surprises,

I don't know why I am so fortunate,

But, heh, new year, woohoo,

Yep, it's all going to be good.

How you doing cloudy?

It's good to hear that you are not having any serious setbacks. I was hoping maybe the pain was over, but I guess it takes months to heal.

I'm doing pretty good. I think I am worn-out due to the COVID worries, but I started trying to grow some plants in pots and that has been a nice hobby. I get a little time outdoors when I water them.

 

[HARK!]

#1, I cannot be in Gothenburg and Stocholm for two days at the same time.

#2, there were no newspapers who reported it, though I saw big guilded headlines.

#3, several times I saw a worlds news, or would have been if were true.

#4,several incidents that are too difficult for me to write.

I remember prayer the prayer in the song before it happened,

and it did not leave me.

I have the doctors report giving a step by step,
at only one point did they get wrong,

and that was just where it happened that there was wrong info.
If you had it happen to you maybe you would think different.

I am still trying to settle down a little.

Could this have been a vision? Outside the body one transcends the physical world. You should write down all that you remember, and test it over time.