I should have been 9 weeks pregnant with my first baby when i realised i had lost all pregnancy symptoms and then the bleeding started. I was in alot of pain on sat night and Im pretty sure everything is gone now but i have a scan tomorrow to confirm everything is back to the way it was.
Iv'e spent my whole life looking after everyone else's kids and have wanted my own baby for such a long time. I was so excited when i got got pregnant right away but now Im really struggling with "Why". I feel so low and confused and angry with everyone and everything. I want to start again trying as soon as possible, but Im terrified this will happen again.
Has anyone else been through this and then had a healthy baby? I know theres no reall reason why i shouldn't i just need some comfort that God dosn't hate me, cos thats how i feel right now.
Any prayers are also appreciated too. Thanks
Finn x
Iv'e spent my whole life looking after everyone else's kids and have wanted my own baby for such a long time. I was so excited when i got got pregnant right away but now Im really struggling with "Why". I feel so low and confused and angry with everyone and everything. I want to start again trying as soon as possible, but Im terrified this will happen again.
Has anyone else been through this and then had a healthy baby? I know theres no reall reason why i shouldn't i just need some comfort that God dosn't hate me, cos thats how i feel right now.
Any prayers are also appreciated too. Thanks
Finn x