I read everywhere on this forum that people with OCD have almost the exact same worries doubts and such as I have and have had.
They are not being able to sleep, I barely sleep only for a few hours at a time just to be waking up in panic. I don't know why this is like it is. The days go by and my only thoughts are doubts and worry about hell and other's fate, mostly my family and myself. I ask you who believe, do you have dread about hell, not like all the time but just dread it. I want peace. I would like to feel at peace again like I did when I was a small child. I know christians know why people go to hell and feel it but I am in so much fear and it's the only thing I think about days through. I want to understand. When I try to just rest I can not. Do you who are christians understand the reasons why and understand it fully? I am having a hard time to do so. I don't know if it is best to post this on the OCD forum but I know they struggle with the same thing and don't know if they can help. Only when I post posts and speak to others do I feel some sort of peace.
They are not being able to sleep, I barely sleep only for a few hours at a time just to be waking up in panic. I don't know why this is like it is. The days go by and my only thoughts are doubts and worry about hell and other's fate, mostly my family and myself. I ask you who believe, do you have dread about hell, not like all the time but just dread it. I want peace. I would like to feel at peace again like I did when I was a small child. I know christians know why people go to hell and feel it but I am in so much fear and it's the only thing I think about days through. I want to understand. When I try to just rest I can not. Do you who are christians understand the reasons why and understand it fully? I am having a hard time to do so. I don't know if it is best to post this on the OCD forum but I know they struggle with the same thing and don't know if they can help. Only when I post posts and speak to others do I feel some sort of peace.