I've committed these two awful sins repeatedly and I'm afraid for my eternal soul and for wronging my beautiful wife. I'm at the lowest in my life and I just don't know where to turn to. I need someone to talk to and guide me.
I've been with my beautiful wife for two years, we met on a missions trip in Haiti. When I'm finished working my current contract we plan on settling in a suburb in Wisconsin and starting our family there.
Because of work I've been on the road a lot. I haven't been home in months and I miss it and my wife terribly. Being on the road all the time through rural areas, rest stops are often the only bathroom or place to park and sleep for the night. For years I've traveled this great nation and never had an issue before but I find myself here now.
The first time it happened I ran out and drove hours before stopping. I didn't have an incident for weeks after that but the sin presented itself again and since then its only escalated. I feel sick to my stomach thinking about it. I know I need help I'm begging for forgiveness at this point, I don't know where to go from here.
I've been with my beautiful wife for two years, we met on a missions trip in Haiti. When I'm finished working my current contract we plan on settling in a suburb in Wisconsin and starting our family there.
Because of work I've been on the road a lot. I haven't been home in months and I miss it and my wife terribly. Being on the road all the time through rural areas, rest stops are often the only bathroom or place to park and sleep for the night. For years I've traveled this great nation and never had an issue before but I find myself here now.
The first time it happened I ran out and drove hours before stopping. I didn't have an incident for weeks after that but the sin presented itself again and since then its only escalated. I feel sick to my stomach thinking about it. I know I need help I'm begging for forgiveness at this point, I don't know where to go from here.