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I've committed these two awful sins repeatedly and I'm afraid for my eternal soul and for wronging my beautiful wife. I'm at the lowest in my life and I just don't know where to turn to. I need someone to talk to and guide me.

I've been with my beautiful wife for two years, we met on a missions trip in Haiti. When I'm finished working my current contract we plan on settling in a suburb in Wisconsin and starting our family there.

Because of work I've been on the road a lot. I haven't been home in months and I miss it and my wife terribly. Being on the road all the time through rural areas, rest stops are often the only bathroom or place to park and sleep for the night. For years I've traveled this great nation and never had an issue before but I find myself here now.

The first time it happened I ran out and drove hours before stopping. I didn't have an incident for weeks after that but the sin presented itself again and since then its only escalated. I feel sick to my stomach thinking about it. I know I need help I'm begging for forgiveness at this point, I don't know where to go from here.
 

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I've committed these two awful sins repeatedly and I'm afraid for my eternal soul and for wronging my beautiful wife. I'm at the lowest in my life and I just don't know where to turn to. I need someone to talk to and guide me.

I've been with my beautiful wife for two years, we met on a missions trip in Haiti. When I'm finished working my current contract we plan on settling in a suburb in Wisconsin and starting our family there.

Because of work I've been on the road a lot. I haven't been home in months and I miss it and my wife terribly. Being on the road all the time through rural areas, rest stops are often the only bathroom or place to park and sleep for the night. For years I've traveled this great nation and never had an issue before but I find myself here now.

The first time it happened I ran out and drove hours before stopping. I didn't have an incident for weeks after that but the sin presented itself again and since then its only escalated. I feel sick to my stomach thinking about it. I know I need help I'm begging for forgiveness at this point, I don't know where to go from here.
Welcome. Repent. Go home. Be blessed.
 
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I've committed these two awful sins repeatedly and I'm afraid for my eternal soul and for wronging my beautiful wife. I'm at the lowest in my life and I just don't know where to turn to. I need someone to talk to and guide me.

I've been with my beautiful wife for two years, we met on a missions trip in Haiti. When I'm finished working my current contract we plan on settling in a suburb in Wisconsin and starting our family there.

Because of work I've been on the road a lot. I haven't been home in months and I miss it and my wife terribly. Being on the road all the time through rural areas, rest stops are often the only bathroom or place to park and sleep for the night. For years I've traveled this great nation and never had an issue before but I find myself here now.

The first time it happened I ran out and drove hours before stopping. I didn't have an incident for weeks after that but the sin presented itself again and since then its only escalated. I feel sick to my stomach thinking about it. I know I need help I'm begging for forgiveness at this point, I don't know where to go from here.
The only way to forgiveness is to stop homosexual acts. May need to get tested for HIV. You may tell your wife about your change in lifestyle. Homosexuality ended marriages. Sex addiction is sin and sin leads to death.
 
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First, know that there is forgiveness and restoration to be found in your relationship with God through what Christ has done on your behalf. Maybe working through this with your pastor would be a good idea to help you have support and to work through telling your wife. If you need to talk, feel free to send me a message. I know what it's like to experience same sex attraction. Not sure if this is something you experience as well, but there is hope and freedom found in Christ!
 
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First, know that there is forgiveness and restoration to be found in your relationship with God through what Christ has done on your behalf. Maybe working through this with your pastor would be a good idea to help you have support and to work through telling your wife. If you need to talk, feel free to send me a message. I know what it's like to experience same sex attraction. Not sure if this is something you experience as well, but there is hope and freedom found in Christ!


Thank you and I would be more than happy to talk if you're available. I've been trying to make a private message on here but am having trouble.
 
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I've committed these two awful sins repeatedly and I'm afraid for my eternal soul and for wronging my beautiful wife. I'm at the lowest in my life and I just don't know where to turn to. I need someone to talk to and guide me.

I've been with my beautiful wife for two years, we met on a missions trip in Haiti. When I'm finished working my current contract we plan on settling in a suburb in Wisconsin and starting our family there.

Because of work I've been on the road a lot. I haven't been home in months and I miss it and my wife terribly. Being on the road all the time through rural areas, rest stops are often the only bathroom or place to park and sleep for the night. For years I've traveled this great nation and never had an issue before but I find myself here now.

The first time it happened I ran out and drove hours before stopping. I didn't have an incident for weeks after that but the sin presented itself again and since then its only escalated. I feel sick to my stomach thinking about it. I know I need help I'm begging for forgiveness at this point, I don't know where to go from here.
 
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I was a truck driver for many years and I understand the awful feeling. I never had an incident but it certainly was there. I tried to avoid rest areas and truck stops when possible. It’s a tough struggle but understand it is not something that you can’t be forgiven for. My struggles were not with same sex but the same thing.
 
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