- Dec 10, 2016
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- Country
- United States
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Divorced
I'm currently waiting for the judge to sign the divorce agreement my husband and I agreed to. I'm doing my best to lean on God through my divorce, but it's very difficult...I feel anger, sadness, loss, etc. I know it takes two to tango in a marriage and my actions played a role in the dissolution of my marriage. I own my part and am sorry for it. I have confessed this to my ex-spouse. However, as I reflect on the past, I believe my ex-husband is a narcissist. I've done some research about this and he seems to fit every category. Recognizing this has helped me in that I know that what went wrong in our marriage wasn't all my fault, even though he made it very clear that it was. However, knowing this has also scared me in that I'm not sure if he will accept my apologies, develop a soft heart, and one day have an amicable relationship with me. My biggest fear is that he will hate me. Has anyone been married to a narcissist? Any thoughts, ideas or experiences?