The prime thing when it comes to health, healing, or any other issue of life is pleasing God. Regardless if you are in a hospital bed, wheelchair, complete poverty, or prison cell. To please God, you must believe that He is, and that He is a rewarder of those who diligently seek Him. If your condition leads to your dying breath, you have to believe Him.
In 2016, after walking in health for 45 years, I was struck with acute pancreatitis. I was in intensive care and then in a hospital bed for eight days. They dumbed me out with opiate painkillers for days. My wife said I would wake up from the stupor and I would mumble out Word truth. "By His stripes, we were healed... He heals all our diseases.... the prayer of faith shall heal the sick... " and then black out again. I would praise the Lord for His goodness and mercy. The devil was attacking me constantly. Even when I was awake, I hallucinated demonic creatures on the walls. But I knew I had to stand on the Word. Of course, I wanted to be healed. But there was a place in me that desperately wanted to please my precious Lord and Saviour. I wanted to stand on what He did for me and not betray Him by denying His suffering. Finally, after eight days, in a matter of minutes, the sickness was gone, and other than being extremely weak (for months), the symptoms left. The point is we need to please God.
I was tempted to defend the integrity of my faith and just proclaim that God wanted me sick and that He was not a rewarder of those that diligently seek Him. But the spirit within me could not. Faith works through love. The Greek word for "works" is "energes" where we get our word "energy." Faith is energized by love. It was not about me, my sickness, or my healing. It was about Him, His goodness, His mercy, His faithfulness, and most of all; it was about what He did for me with extreme suffering to give us healing. It is about Him and what He did. I cannot deny that. The spirit that had been growing in me for those 45 years simply could not deny Him and His work. It is not about me. It is about Him. It is about knowing Him. It is about seeing the Father as Jesus showed us - not only in His redeeming us, but showing us in His ministry, where the Father always healed those who were oppressed by the devil. It is about Him, His love, and His faithfulness. Not mine. His.