- Apr 22, 2024
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So as you know from my other post I’m very far from god. I feel like I’ve become reprobate because these sins were abominations and I refused to let them go, grieving gods spirit to the point where he left. I wasn’t saved but the Holy Spirit was somewhat pursuing me. I fear I fell away from god as stated in Hebrews 6 and because my sins were so heinous and I refused to let them go and repent of them because of my love of them, god had given me up to then rightfully so. Sometimes I feel that gods giving me signs and sometimes I feel that it could be the devil so I can’t discern it for myself. I haven’t read the Bible in a while so maybe if I read it I’ll definitely be able to discern but even if I do, I don’t think god is calling me back to repentance. He gave me too many chances in the past and I still refused to listen it’s only now when things are getting bad, so I realize that I allowed myself to become a slave to these sins. I feel like no matter what I can’t come back because of my situation personally- if I was able to tell the whole situation a lot of people would tell me that I’m condemned already.
On the flip side I have a friend online who feels the same. He’s felt that Hebrews 6 describes him and he doesn’t know what to do. He’s very scared and I’m not sure how to console him- I’ve sent him a good response someone has given me before but I know he might need more help. I’ve told him to go to a pastor but he hasn’t answered about that yet. In short- he’s been feeling hopeless and restless.
I also have another friend who is a baby Christian but might be somewhat lukewarm I don’t know how to confront her about specific things but at the same time I don’t want her to be lead astray like me. I’m not judging her or anything I just don’t want her to be lead astray and staying silent about it- if she realizes for herself then she might feel betrayed or wonder why I didn’t say anything if that makes sense.
On the flip side I have a friend online who feels the same. He’s felt that Hebrews 6 describes him and he doesn’t know what to do. He’s very scared and I’m not sure how to console him- I’ve sent him a good response someone has given me before but I know he might need more help. I’ve told him to go to a pastor but he hasn’t answered about that yet. In short- he’s been feeling hopeless and restless.
I also have another friend who is a baby Christian but might be somewhat lukewarm I don’t know how to confront her about specific things but at the same time I don’t want her to be lead astray like me. I’m not judging her or anything I just don’t want her to be lead astray and staying silent about it- if she realizes for herself then she might feel betrayed or wonder why I didn’t say anything if that makes sense.