Yep. I'm totally lost.
I am totally not a prophet or a psychic, btw. I just think God CAN/HAS spoken to me using dreams. Not every dream is from him too.
I am of the school of thought that only God knows the future so if a dream turns out prophetic, it must be from him. How else would the dreamer come by that knowledge? I don't think the devil can give dreams. That would give him God-like abilities. I also don't think anyone else other than God knows the future.
Is there anything in the Bible that says the devil can give dreams? Chapter/verse me, please.
There's no devil dream verse, you may find a verse about it being created by the person in question i.e. vainly puffed up by the mind are keywords that recall in the memory.
There's a phenomena out there, it's not the devil. It's just people projecting their emotions aware or unaware, it doesn't matter. It creates something like a wifi network sharing projected thoughts and emotions. It's a reflection of many physical bodies trying to imitate the trinity but amounting to modalism on a vast scale. Because Adam was created to look like and be like God, this capacity is being exploited to create this phenomenon over a vast range. By who? no idea.
The subconscious has a means through this network to gather "data" beyond the person and then create realistic replicas based on what it calculates.
The thing is, the fruit of these dreams you talk about, lead you to ruin continually. Not just once, but the same way each time. The bible says that to come to God we must first believe that He is, and that He rewards those who earnestly seek Him. These visions are communicating that if there is a God, He really likes to mess with us. The faith in these visions is drawing you away from the God who rewards those who earnestly seek him and towards a trickster figure who brings ruin.
That's the fruit of the patterns you have presented. I'm sure you'll continue thinking on these things until you are satisfied with the answer you come up with.
I am reminded, in the old days, I created a calendar of sorts. Each day a scripture verse would be representative of that day. I can't remember how I figured it out but each day I'd read the passage and it somehow described the day. The fruit however was creepy and something about using the calendar lead to madness that felt very spiraling. So I stopped using it. Even if I did pray to get the information, and even if I did use scriptures .. the fruit wasn't Godly ... so it wasn't worth what came from it.
Even more recently I had a bout with identity dysphoria, this is a more extreme form of gender dysphoria in that my subconscious was convinced that I had no identity and was "everybody." I'd walk past people and have their thoughts and emotions inside me and start feeling things in my body even if I didn't have the body parts for.
(so based on some reasoning I could have said, I don't have the body parts for these sensations, so maybe God is telling me I'm a woman? but I didn't come to that conclusion)
For a time I thought God must be trying to teach me something along the lines of "do unto others" because it was impossible to do an action without considering how it affected others. Quite the elaborate prison.
However, over time cracks began to display, fruit began to bear and it was obvious that from the beginning it was a grand illusion and not of God. After I recognized what was wrong with what was going on, was the beginning of being able to turn it around. I needed to identify each thing responsible for the phenomena, and then select a Godly thing to replace each thing with. In the same way, what ever is wrong in your sitution, you personally must recognize whatever the issue is, and take steps to walk in a different direction.
I appreciate you listening to me. I hope you find a path with God that treats you better.