Today has been a real rough day for me - I didn't readd the Bible yesterday at all (not because I didn't have time but because I didn't want to). I woke up this morning and just felt like there was something missing - like He was not with me - then I had a couple of times today I could have today but I didn't. I prayed a little but still There was something missing. THis girl I like (and she likes me ) come over later and we watched a movie and hung out for a while and we went too far with stuff. Farther than we ever have together (though not really all that bad) but it was just lustful. When she left I went on line and fell to the ****ography thing. It has not been a good day - I don't feel right - Like the enemy is trying to tell me what I am doing is ok - BUT IT's Not. I know this is long but if you could please pray for me that this is not a new funk I fall into and that I get myself together before I fall again that would be awesome.