I've been going through an illness myself for the past few months. I know that the key to "getting my healing" is not for me to read a bunch of relevant scriptures and make confessions of faith. But simply to make my needs known to God, and wait for the proper timing when He says it's time to heal me.
The whole thing with the so called "faith movement" is that Jesus has ALREADY done ALL He is going to do regarding your healing. The Father sent Jesus, who paid the price for our healing. He gave us His Word and He is our High Priest. For those who believe and receive from Him, the Holy Spirit gets into the act by confirming the Word with signs following. The catch is that you have to believe. You have to have faith.
(BTW, you can believe and NOT have faith.)
I like what God told this one prophet during a visitation to the throne. It went something like,
"Hope is the expectation that what you desire will come to pass at any moment." Hope points to the future expectantly.
We must have hope before we have faith. Hope is NOT faith.
Faith is that spiritual substance in the spirit of a man/woman that has it NOW. It has to be acted upon in belief to bring it into the natural realm.
That is when your seed grew into the stalk and you have your harvest. The example at the man Peter saw had faith to be healed, had to act on it to receive his healing.
God MIGHT heal you if He visits you in some service with the healing anointing, and you "hear" and receive faith. You might mix whatever state your believing is with that anointing and over a short time, bring into manifestation your healing (with faith). MANY people who receive this way have their healing stolen outright in a short time, or it comes back years later. You must have faith in the promise.
You can ALWAYS ask God for whatever you desire (scripturally, which healing is). The catch is that you must be in faith believing. Saving faith is not the same as having faith for your healing.
A way to get faith is to plant the seed of the Word regarding healing into your heart. You get a revelation from God that His promise is for you. You plant it (in hope, with faith in the seed). Faith in the seed came by hearing in your spirit.
The life of that promise is contained in the seed itself. Your job is to protect your heart and follow that planting to maturity so that faith can come. You cannot doubt and be doubleminded, or you know what you'll get.
So how do you not become doubleminded along the way? You fight the good fight of faith. You lay hold, by violence from the enemy and your flesh and any part of you unrenewed. You do that by doing warfare with the prophecies of scripture (His Word), with any personal prophecies, with the knowledge of God and His faithfulness.
You confess/profess His Word. The Word is "pregnant" with power and your releasing it by speaking it from your mouth helps to
"birth" the promise in your heart (
called a seed/stalk/full ear depending on where you are in the process of time).
Here's the "trick" and you can reject this or not...
You're "fighting" doublemindedness for that scecific promise. That specific planting is a precious promise of God. You affirm it by meditating on it day and night. You reaffirm it at the first sign of doublemindedness, you profess it again! You affirm it to release power in the Word. You become in agreement with Word.
God heard you the first time, but you're rising up in the inner man against all that opposes. You worship God as your healer, you thank Him for the "finished work". He's not "going to" heal you. He's already healed you.
The life of the promise is in the seed, and it's not because you repeat it that it comes to fruition, but repeating it and doing warfare in the name of renewal is all in the process (look at Joshua 1:8).
I say this humbly, but if you think you can sit back and wait for God to bring it to pass (not faith) without contending earnestly for that promise... I would strongly urge to reconsider.
You (we) don't believe just because we want to. We believe because of what is in abundance in our hearts. The power is in the promise itself and our job is to align ourselves with the plan of God to provide optimum growing conditions.
Praying in the Spirit, speaking the Word day and night, abounding in thanksgiving (for what He already did for us), what He IS doing for us, meditating on the Word, etc.,
are your keys for renewal, employing the very weapons for your fight.
It really won't be accomplished by "just waiting for it to come. We do have patience, but the "waiting on the Lord" is done by abiding in the presence of God i
n the atmosphere He manifests in. One full of His praises, affirmations of faith, and all manner of prayer. Faith says, "I have it now!", and if your heart isn't at that place, at best, it is still in the hope stage. When the stalk reaches maturity, it's harvest time (I have it now, if you declare it or move on it as the Spirit directs!).
All unbelief negates what the seed is given for. All the cares of this world and hard heartedness all promote unbelief,so the fight is an active one, not a passive waiting.
I hope you got this, and get a good revelation about the seed of the Word of God and our part in fighting the good fight of faith, laying hold...