The buildings are older in France. You'll have stained glass and a solid structure. The workmanship is lovely. I wanted a quiet place. Somewhere I could sit in solitude and commune with the Lord. But it has other uses and a small fellowship would be nice.
I value depth and maturity. There's things I can't receive in a traditional setting and things I want that aren't available. The only way to reconcile the two is something of my own. There's nothing more satisfying than building something from the ground up and birthing your vision.
I shared this on another thread. Something along these lines.
I've been in churches and synagogues and learned a lot. Oftentimes we're told what's true but it's important to weigh those teachings against our thoughts and beliefs and have opportunities to scrutinize our feelings. That's how it's processed. But it's equally important not to have so much instruction that you never learn how to hear from God. You don't know when He's speaking or how to get a word.
This may sound odd but I've come to realize I need my own place of worship. Something built from the ground up that implements the things I've learned and others you can't get elsewhere. A place where prayer warriors are birthed as children. You pour through scripture line by line. Greek and Hebrew are taught. God is not on the clock and breaking bread is our supper.
I want to see gifts and talents in action. All of them. There's a dearth of discernment in the church. He hasn't ceased to bestow it. But maybe we aren't listening. I want deep teachings and true community. Life preparation for marriage, college and careers. A place that prepares you for friendships, relationships and parenting. Lessons on personal development, communication, etiquette and more.
We go to the world for everything and wonder why we don't know His standard.
These are my meditations and what I put my mind towards. I ignore a lot and give greater focus to things of God. As a result I'm constantly discovering how to have more of Him. The ideas He bestows are remarkable. All problems have solutions. We need more time with Him to hear the remedy.
~bella