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I wish God never created me. I wish I was never born or thought of. I wish I didn't exist. I wish I didnt know any of the people in my life. It's not enough for me to disappear or run away. No I never should of happened because if I had the choice I would of have said no. If I didn't have the responsibility of being a mother and if I wasent tied to my family because of her I would left A LONG TIME AGO. I want to kill myself but I won't because of her.

I wish I never met anyone. I HATE PEOPLE. What could he have seen in me to possibly create? Why waste his time creating people who may not love him back? Free will.. That's all I hear. It's your choice to love him or follow him. But if you don't your sending yourself to hell and who wants to go to hell. So wheres the free-will in that?? You either do what he says or your dont and if you don't you'll spend your eternity wishing you had.

This is way pass self-hate.
 

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If you don't have somebody to care for this week, perhaps next week you will.
They will miss you. So consider them, even if you are not sure who that might be yet.

But you are free to ignore my advice.
 
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I wish God never created me. I wish I was never born or thought of. I wish I didn't exist. I wish I didnt know any of the people in my life. It's not enough for me to disappear or run away. No I never should of happened because if I had the choice I would of have said no. If I didn't have the responsibility of being a mother and if I wasent tied to my family because of her I would left A LONG TIME AGO. I want to kill myself but I won't because of her.

I wish I never met anyone. I HATE PEOPLE. What could he have seen in me to possibly create? Why waste his time creating people who may not love him back? Free will.. That's all I hear. It's your choice to love him or follow him. But if you don't your sending yourself to hell and who wants to go to hell. So wheres the free-will in that?? You either do what he says or your dont and if you don't you'll spend your eternity wishing you had.

This is way pass self-hate.
I agree sometimes.
I love you and so does God! Tomorrow is another day. There are many people out there that love you. They just don't know how important it is to you to tell You. Show you care to someone and they will reciprocate. Hang on to the fact that God has a plan for you and you are one of his children. You might want to see a doc about anti depressents. They really do help when you get that low. They can give you a new and happy outlook on life. Everyday remind yourself that God loves you and that you love you:)
God bless you and hold you tight!
 
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I wish God never created me. I wish I was never born or thought of. I wish I didn't exist. I wish I didnt know any of the people in my life. It's not enough for me to disappear or run away. No I never should of happened because if I had the choice I would of have said no. If I didn't have the responsibility of being a mother and if I wasent tied to my family because of her I would left A LONG TIME AGO. I want to kill myself but I won't because of her.

I wish I never met anyone. I HATE PEOPLE. What could he have seen in me to possibly create? Why waste his time creating people who may not love him back? Free will.. That's all I hear. It's your choice to love him or follow him. But if you don't your sending yourself to hell and who wants to go to hell. So wheres the free-will in that?? You either do what he says or your dont and if you don't you'll spend your eternity wishing you had.

This is way pass self-hate.
 
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I wish God never created me. I wish I was never born or thought of. I wish I didn't exist. I wish I didnt know any of the people in my life. It's not enough for me to disappear or run away. No I never should of happened because if I had the choice I would of have said no. If I didn't have the responsibility of being a mother and if I wasent tied to my family because of her I would left A LONG TIME AGO. I want to kill myself but I won't because of her.

I wish I never met anyone. I HATE PEOPLE. What could he have seen in me to possibly create? Why waste his time creating people who may not love him back? Free will.. That's all I hear. It's your choice to love him or follow him. But if you don't your sending yourself to hell and who wants to go to hell. So wheres the free-will in that?? You either do what he says or your dont and if you don't you'll spend your eternity wishing you had.

This is way pass self-hate.
 
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