- Jan 22, 2020
- 77
- 34
- 31
- Country
- United States
- Gender
- Female
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Single
I wish God never created me. I wish I was never born or thought of. I wish I didn't exist. I wish I didnt know any of the people in my life. It's not enough for me to disappear or run away. No I never should of happened because if I had the choice I would of have said no. If I didn't have the responsibility of being a mother and if I wasent tied to my family because of her I would left A LONG TIME AGO. I want to kill myself but I won't because of her.
I wish I never met anyone. I HATE PEOPLE. What could he have seen in me to possibly create? Why waste his time creating people who may not love him back? Free will.. That's all I hear. It's your choice to love him or follow him. But if you don't your sending yourself to hell and who wants to go to hell. So wheres the free-will in that?? You either do what he says or your dont and if you don't you'll spend your eternity wishing you had.
This is way pass self-hate.
I wish I never met anyone. I HATE PEOPLE. What could he have seen in me to possibly create? Why waste his time creating people who may not love him back? Free will.. That's all I hear. It's your choice to love him or follow him. But if you don't your sending yourself to hell and who wants to go to hell. So wheres the free-will in that?? You either do what he says or your dont and if you don't you'll spend your eternity wishing you had.
This is way pass self-hate.