I am asking you to pray for me for discernment regarding myself becoming a Deacon. For over twenty years I have been involved in two ministries in the church, (of Lector and Eucharistic Minister.) I have sometimes felt that perhaps these two ministries were a preparation for me to eventually become a deacon. It seems as though lately, that the Lord has been drawing me in this direction. Over the last few months when our Deacon is on the altar, I get these thoughts that I can see myself doing that. Also, in my prayer life, I've been praying especially for all those who have fallen away from the Catholic faith, and I've been saying to the Lord that I want to help in bringing those people back to Him. This has been a particularly strong desire in my heart to minister to those who have left the church. In the workplace, as the Lord leads me to do so, I have been encouraging (and praying for), those who have left the church to come back to our Lord through the sacrament of reconciliation. Over the past few months, while spending time with our Lord in the Blessed Sacrament, the Lord has been speaking to me about this vocation, (in visions in the Communion Host), and in other ways also. The most recent vision that the Lord showed me in the Communion Host was a vision of myself and another man (who was behind me). I asked the Lord for the meaning of this vision, and I received these words,"Leading others to Christ". So, my question is, is this another sign pointing to me becoming a deacon, or is it referring to the work that I am presently doing for the Lord ?