Please bear with me, as this is going to be a some what long post. I really need help from the members here.
I'm 27 years old. I will be 28 this Christmas Eve. For the past 5 years, I have had continuous dreams of natural disasters. When I say natural disasters, I'm talking about very violent and the exact type of disasters the bible speaks of. I will go from the first dream I had, a few years ago that I remember vividly.
First dream- From what I remember.. I was ontop of a mountain. It was a desert type scene. I was standing on the edge and had noticed multiple torandos tearing apart the earth in the distance. It was very dreary weather. It seemed as if it was in the evening. While I was feeling scared, I had stood up and started walking back to what seemed like a house. The sky became dark, loud thunder started rumbling, the sky flashed with multiple lightning strikes, it started pouring rain. The sound of the torandos were sounds I've never heard before. I'll be honest, it sounded like growling. My family that was inside the home had disappeared, I remained. I then woke up.
Second Dream- Again, I was in a desert type scene. The buildings around me were, from what I can remember, industrial looking. The people that were standing around the buildings didn't seem very human. They seemed as if they were more, evil. My family and I were standing in the middle of the disaster. The mountains around me were on fire. Fire was falling from the sky, most of the ground was on fire as well. The feeling was terrifying and overwhelming. The chaos that surrounded me was unbearable.
Third Dream- This dream confuses me the most. The entire US was put into this camp. The dream had started with myself being in a room that was made of wood. A single bed. Barred windows. I remember walking outside of this room and outside. To my right, there were people on their knees, while other men that were clothed like soldiers walking around and a man standing in front of them. As in being worshiped. I remember being with another individual. I have no idea who this person was or is. He had told me, that if we do not worship this person, our death would be imminent. We then, had decided to try and escape. We found a way out of the camp, without being seen. We ran as far as we could. It wasn't anymore than a few seconds, we were caught by guards. The man that we were to worship, wasn't mad that we had left. He strangely had a smile on his face, seemed overly nice, and too genuine. He had then grabbed ahold of my wrist and had explained to me, that to keep track of his "people" he would have to implant a tracking device into our wrist. (Silly I know, but this is 100% true) I had then woke up.
My most recent dream, which had happened 2 nights ago. I can say, that this is the most scariest dream I have ever had. The dream begun in a setting of New York type scene. Though the homes were somewhat high (Not as in towers you see in the city), but oddly we were looking over to mountains. Odd, because New York doesn't HAVE mountains. I remember the utter chaos, the terror, the anxiety, the vividness of the dream, felt beyond real. In the distance, there was a volcano. But it wasn't an ordinary volcano. This was much bigger and much more powerful. It had exploded.. and instead of fire/lava spreading across the land, it would shoot straight up. Not coming down onto the ground. In between myself and the volcano was a road with massive amounts of people standing there watching it. While looking out the window, I had noticed another explosion to my far right. This one was more so an electrical explosion, but then later turned into pure fire. The sky had went from a grey to a red tint. I had no family in this dream. The people around me were people I have never seen before. I was by myself, in a sense. I remember the TV being on in the house, with breaking news of massive amounts of volcanoes errupting, earthquakes, floods, etc; While standing there watching it, another explosion was set off from the same volcano in front of our home. The sound of the fire shooting directly up into the sky was terrifying. It sounded evil. I cannot explain to you exactly what the sound was. But evil is the only thing I can describe it as. I had woken up from the dream, in a panic. It took me about 5 minutes to compose myself and realize it was only just a dream. I had fallen back asleep and came RIGHT BACK to the same dream, in the same place I was standing when I had woken up. The noise was still there, the volcanoes were still errupting into the sky, but the sky was bloody red, and so was the sun. I had then woken up again, in another panic.. Staying up for a few minutes, and then had fallen back asleep. And what had happened? You guessed it. Back to the same dream. It continued to be terrifying visions, and I had then woken up in the morning.
All of my dreams have been nothing but natural disasters. In the last year and a half, I had become really into science. Everything about it intrigued me, and it almost became an obsession. I lost my faith and I lost the Holy Spirit. After having a long conversation with a family member, they have told me that I need to get back on the right path with God. This person also told me, that because I did not want to give up my science, that something had a strong hold on me. That the first thing I needed to do, was get rid of all my science books by agnostic/atheist scientists and then go from there. This person has also told me, that it IS okay to love the universe, but I have to look at it as God's creation.
I do apologize for such a long post.. But I need help. I'm tired of getting not getting the correct answers. My life may be a little chaotic at the moment, but over the course of 5 years, and having nothing but natural disaster dreams.. it means something. Not just because I'm under stress.
I need help to get back on the right path with God. I have been trying to do it myself, but I lack the motivation to do so. Why? I don't know.. But I am asking all of those who are willing.. please pray for me that I can find the right path. The only path. The path with God.
I'm 27 years old. I will be 28 this Christmas Eve. For the past 5 years, I have had continuous dreams of natural disasters. When I say natural disasters, I'm talking about very violent and the exact type of disasters the bible speaks of. I will go from the first dream I had, a few years ago that I remember vividly.
First dream- From what I remember.. I was ontop of a mountain. It was a desert type scene. I was standing on the edge and had noticed multiple torandos tearing apart the earth in the distance. It was very dreary weather. It seemed as if it was in the evening. While I was feeling scared, I had stood up and started walking back to what seemed like a house. The sky became dark, loud thunder started rumbling, the sky flashed with multiple lightning strikes, it started pouring rain. The sound of the torandos were sounds I've never heard before. I'll be honest, it sounded like growling. My family that was inside the home had disappeared, I remained. I then woke up.
Second Dream- Again, I was in a desert type scene. The buildings around me were, from what I can remember, industrial looking. The people that were standing around the buildings didn't seem very human. They seemed as if they were more, evil. My family and I were standing in the middle of the disaster. The mountains around me were on fire. Fire was falling from the sky, most of the ground was on fire as well. The feeling was terrifying and overwhelming. The chaos that surrounded me was unbearable.
Third Dream- This dream confuses me the most. The entire US was put into this camp. The dream had started with myself being in a room that was made of wood. A single bed. Barred windows. I remember walking outside of this room and outside. To my right, there were people on their knees, while other men that were clothed like soldiers walking around and a man standing in front of them. As in being worshiped. I remember being with another individual. I have no idea who this person was or is. He had told me, that if we do not worship this person, our death would be imminent. We then, had decided to try and escape. We found a way out of the camp, without being seen. We ran as far as we could. It wasn't anymore than a few seconds, we were caught by guards. The man that we were to worship, wasn't mad that we had left. He strangely had a smile on his face, seemed overly nice, and too genuine. He had then grabbed ahold of my wrist and had explained to me, that to keep track of his "people" he would have to implant a tracking device into our wrist. (Silly I know, but this is 100% true) I had then woke up.
My most recent dream, which had happened 2 nights ago. I can say, that this is the most scariest dream I have ever had. The dream begun in a setting of New York type scene. Though the homes were somewhat high (Not as in towers you see in the city), but oddly we were looking over to mountains. Odd, because New York doesn't HAVE mountains. I remember the utter chaos, the terror, the anxiety, the vividness of the dream, felt beyond real. In the distance, there was a volcano. But it wasn't an ordinary volcano. This was much bigger and much more powerful. It had exploded.. and instead of fire/lava spreading across the land, it would shoot straight up. Not coming down onto the ground. In between myself and the volcano was a road with massive amounts of people standing there watching it. While looking out the window, I had noticed another explosion to my far right. This one was more so an electrical explosion, but then later turned into pure fire. The sky had went from a grey to a red tint. I had no family in this dream. The people around me were people I have never seen before. I was by myself, in a sense. I remember the TV being on in the house, with breaking news of massive amounts of volcanoes errupting, earthquakes, floods, etc; While standing there watching it, another explosion was set off from the same volcano in front of our home. The sound of the fire shooting directly up into the sky was terrifying. It sounded evil. I cannot explain to you exactly what the sound was. But evil is the only thing I can describe it as. I had woken up from the dream, in a panic. It took me about 5 minutes to compose myself and realize it was only just a dream. I had fallen back asleep and came RIGHT BACK to the same dream, in the same place I was standing when I had woken up. The noise was still there, the volcanoes were still errupting into the sky, but the sky was bloody red, and so was the sun. I had then woken up again, in another panic.. Staying up for a few minutes, and then had fallen back asleep. And what had happened? You guessed it. Back to the same dream. It continued to be terrifying visions, and I had then woken up in the morning.
All of my dreams have been nothing but natural disasters. In the last year and a half, I had become really into science. Everything about it intrigued me, and it almost became an obsession. I lost my faith and I lost the Holy Spirit. After having a long conversation with a family member, they have told me that I need to get back on the right path with God. This person also told me, that because I did not want to give up my science, that something had a strong hold on me. That the first thing I needed to do, was get rid of all my science books by agnostic/atheist scientists and then go from there. This person has also told me, that it IS okay to love the universe, but I have to look at it as God's creation.
I do apologize for such a long post.. But I need help. I'm tired of getting not getting the correct answers. My life may be a little chaotic at the moment, but over the course of 5 years, and having nothing but natural disaster dreams.. it means something. Not just because I'm under stress.
I need help to get back on the right path with God. I have been trying to do it myself, but I lack the motivation to do so. Why? I don't know.. But I am asking all of those who are willing.. please pray for me that I can find the right path. The only path. The path with God.
