It's completely over for me

[SerenityA]

You, like so many people - even me at some points, are putting too much emphasis on how you feel.

Our feelings are important, but sometimes they fluctuate and sometimes they are influenced by things beyond our control.

God does not change. If he is in your heart - if Christ is in your heart - then your feelings good or bad are irrelevant.

Sometimes we get to feeling horrible and it affects us spiritually and we think God has left us. Sometimes we get to feeling TOO good - as in too prideful, and that can affect our spiritual walk.

Try putting your feelings aside - and that's hard, I know. Exercise your faith like a muscle. Read the Bible, pray, talk to others who are saved, and focus on serving.

I understand what your saying but I cant live without feeling God I just cant like it's too unbearable and all the negative thoughts telling me I'm going to hell are too much I need something telling me I'm going to be ok I need to feel it hear it something

 

[SerenityA]

Scripture goes a long way in bringing peace to a restless heart.

I'll try scriptures but if I dont feel God I dont know what I'm going to do I need to feel him when I dont feel him I dont see vision for my life either nothing feels good and summer is coming I dont want to be depressed in my room all summer I need to feel God but thankyou

 

[Dave L]

I'll try scriptures but if I dont feel God I dont know what I'm going to do I need to feel him when I dont feel him I dont see vision for my life either nothing feels good and summer is coming I dont want to be depressed in my room all summer I need to feel God but thankyou

Scripture heals troubled minds. Just don't forget to take the medicine.
“He sent his word, and healed them, And delivered them from their destructions.” Psalm 107:20 (KJV 1900)

 

[Kenny'sID]

If yo

If you committed an unforgivable sin, you wouldn't care whether or not you did. Your remorse shows you have repented from whatever it was. Move on and thank God for saving you.

Nonsense.

 

[paul1149]

I said the unforgivable sin and now I feel completely hopeless I dont feel jesus or God I dont feel the holy spirit any more either I wish I didnt do it and now I'm going to be miserable forever I dont know what to do I'm praying and asking God to help me but I'm not getting anything I cant live like this it's the worst pain ever

If the ruler's temper rises against you, do not abandon your position, because composure allays great offenses. - Ecc 10:4​

Jesus came to save life, not to destroy it. If you blew it, you blew it. It's not the end of the world. Take executive action and decide you are going to trust God in this crisis; trust that He is better than we can imagine; that He will do more than we can ask or think, because of what Jesus has already done for us. Think of what a trophy of grace you will be when you are completely healed from this. Have faith; God has you covered.

"This is the victory by which we overcome the world: our faith."

"He who is forgiven much, loves much."

"We love because He first loved us."​

 

[Kenny'sID]

Serinity, what exactly did you do, or say, that makes you feel you have commited the unforgivable sin?

 

[SerenityA]

Scripture heals troubled minds. Just don't forget to take the medicine.
“He sent his word, and healed them, And delivered them from their destructions.” Psalm 107:20 (KJV 1900)

I'm going to try but I dont think it will do anything

 

[SerenityA]

If the ruler's temper rises against you, do not abandon your position, because composure allays great offenses. - Ecc 10:4​

Jesus came to save life, not to destroy it. If you blew it, you blew it. It's not the end of the world. Take executive action and decide you are going to trust God in this crisis; trust that He is better than we can imagine; that He will do more than we can ask or think, because of what Jesus has already done for us. Think of what a trophy of grace you will be when you are completely healed from this. Have faith; God has you covered.

"This is the victory by which we overcome the world: our faith."

"He who is forgiven much, loves much."

"We love because He first loved us."​

It actually is the end of the world If i blew it that means i will be suffering in hell for eternity i dont want that at all

 

[Dave L]

I'm going to try but I dont think it will do anything

If you keep up with it, it will drastically change your life for the better. At least it does for me. I read the bible cover to cover every year because of the benefits. For many years now.

 

[CMDRExorcist]

I said the unforgivable sin and now I feel completely hopeless I dont feel jesus or God I dont feel the holy spirit any more either I wish I didnt do it and now I'm going to be miserable forever I dont know what to do I'm praying and asking God to help me but I'm not getting anything I cant live like this it's the worst pain ever

If you recognize your sin and are praying to God to help you...it’s never over!

 

[SerenityA]

If you keep up with it, it will drastically change your life for the better. At least it does for me. I read the bible cover to cover every year because of the benefits. For many years now.

That's really good that it helps you but for me if God is not in me and his spirit living inside of me it doesn't do anything for me

 

[Dave L]

That's really good that it helps you but for me if God is not in me and his spirit living inside of me it doesn't do anything for me

Jesus said his words are Spirit. This is where the fulness of the Spirit comes from.

 

[paul1149]

It actually is the end of the world If i blew it that means i will be suffering in hell for eternity i dont want that at all

You're going by feelings rather than by the Word. That's why I said you need to make an executive decision, overriding your feelings. God is faithful, and the faith that pleases Him believes He rewards those who seek Him.

 

[Sophrosyne]

First off a LOT of us don't "feel" God as you apparently did, we instead struggle to even notice when God is around we have to instead rely on things that happen to us that are "miracles" that cannot be explained by other than "God made it happen". With this in mind those who DO have this "feel goodness" of God in their lives I have found very very often it is almost like taking drugs to them they get so used to "feeling" him and addicted to the feeling that when God withdraws his presence in their lives they go through "spiritual withdrawal" symptoms that to them is similar to drug addicts going through withdrawal.
In reality God does withdraw himself from us for many reasons of which here are some of them:
1)To test us
2)To strengthen us when you are in a situation that he for some reason is unable to "be there"
3)Spiritual wars going on
What also can cause the "feelings" you are experiencing is demonic oppression, which is a form of demonic attack but not possession as Christians cannot be possessed if they weren't possessed prior to being saved the Holy Spirit will not allow possession unless he is kicked out and demons are invited in by the host somehow.

As for the "unforgivable sin" the one that most need to be concerned about is simple:
It is dying unsaved. If you reject God and die then you cannot be forgiven as forgiveness is only through Jesus sacrifice on the cross. If you have accepted Jesus as your savior truly then he won't throw you away unless you didn't mean it to begin with and God is very smart and knows we will be attacked and who really is just playing games saying the words but not putting their faith in God.
As others have said if you are upset, worried, feeling bad, etc almost any emotion but joy and happiness over (what you think is) abandoning God then you aren't rejected by him.
I've been under demonic oppression many times in my life and it can lead to severe depression, hopelessness, guilt, shame, and behavior the world would think is a type of mental illness and can take awhile to break through.
The Bible says my people perish for the lack of knowledge. The reason you are so messed up is that you don't know and BELIEVE what the Bible says about us and God instead of standing solid on the word you are just "feeling" your way around in the dark and the Bible says.... HEY! the light is over here but you instead keep your eyes closed and want to cry and fret and wander aimlessly.
The one thing God does is inspire us to think about him and others and focus on worshiping him and loving others. It is when we focus on ourselves too much that we often start to use a microscope to examine our lives and see our sinful nature and get lured into ... me, me, me thoughts and this draws us away from God and leaves us open to spiritual attacks, especially if we are Christian, as Satan is more apt to attack those who side with God than those who don't.

My advice.... stop dwelling on how you feel and start studying your Bible. Take authority over these spirits attacking you tell them to go away and when you feel sad... cheer someone else up, when you feel down, lift other up. Any feeling you have help others from feeling the same. I've learned when I'm sad I make others laugh and in time..... I start to laugh also. Spiritual conditions can be contagious so if you dwell on spiritual things of God others around you will often "feel" God around them to. If you dwell on things not of God it can drag others down around you to.
God is not the author of Fear but of power, love and a sound mind. Look that up in the bible and remember it and repeat it when you get gripped by fear as often the source of it is from yourself or other sources other than God.

 

[d taylor]

I said the unforgivable sin and now I feel completely hopeless I dont feel jesus or God I dont feel the holy spirit any more either I wish I didnt do it and now I'm going to be miserable forever I dont know what to do I'm praying and asking God to help me but I'm not getting anything I cant live like this it's the worst pain ever

You can say the unforgivable sin (whatever that is) but you can not commit the unforgivable sin. You can not and nobody else can commit this sin. The unforgivable sin was a national sin committed by the nation of Israel. An individual can not commit this sin.

 

[Kenny'sID]

Not knowing exactly what tyhe OP did, makes it impossible for anyone to give accurate advice.

This stuff about"if you are here, and sorry, you could not have commited the sin", is rediculous.

Where do you people get that from?

 

[tturt]

SerenityA, a couple of noteworthy suggestions:-

"A merry heart doeth good like a medicine: ..." Pro 17:22 Do things you enjoy, watch your favorite comedian or children dancing, while taking a walk thank the Lord for all you're seeing, change the lyrics of one of your favorite songs, etc

Praise and worship God - "I will bless the Lord at all times: his praise shall continually be in my mouth." Psa 34:1 However you normally do this - ramp it up! Perhaps do a study of God's many names, titles, and attributions. Music? Favs? Have you heard "Psa 34" Live by the Brookkyn Tabernacle Choir - all 8 min. Spend more time than you ever have previously - to an audience of One.

 

[DMV_Believer]

I said the unforgivable sin and now I feel completely hopeless I dont feel jesus or God I dont feel the holy spirit any more either I wish I didnt do it and now I'm going to be miserable forever I dont know what to do I'm praying and asking God to help me but I'm not getting anything I cant live like this it's the worst pain ever

The unforgivable sin is denying the Holy Spirit's testimony about Jesus Christ up until death. basically if you die without Jesus thats the unforgivable sin. Acts 7:51 gives us an example stephen when being martyred told the members of sanhedrin “You stiff-necked people! Your hearts and ears are still uncircumcised. You are just like your ancestors: You always resist the Holy Spirit!"

notice the sanhedrins response : When the members of the Sanhedrin heard this, they were furious and gnashed their teeth at him. - Acts 7:54

rejecting the gospel until death is the unforgivable sin, so dying in unbelief rejecting the Holy Spirits testimony about Jesus is the unforgivable sin.

 

[Deade]

I cant take the pain anymore it hurts I felt jesus before I said it and now I dont feel him at all that means something the fact that I felt him before I said the unforgivable sin and now all of a sudden I cant feel him let's me know that I did something wrong feelings are indicators letting us know if were ok or not

Your pain is what perfects your faith. It is the trial by fire that refines your faith. If we had good feelings with the presence of the Holy Spirit continually, it would be easy to serve Christ.

The unforgivable sin involves unbelief after having had belief. Do you still believe what scriptures God has made real to you? That was all I had through my "valley" but It was enough. There is your litmus test: Keep living for God and you will not be given over to apostate. I will keep you in prayer.

 

[LoricaLady]

I believe there are only three unforgivable sins listed in the Bible. Some Pharisees said that Messiah was doing miracles through the devil. That was an unforgivable sin according to our Lord. They were blaspheming the Holy Spirit who did the miracles through him.

Of course taking the Mark of the beast is considered to be an unforgivable sin.

if we refuse to except salvation through the blood of the Lamb, but instead turn our hearts away from him, that is an unforgivable sin.

From my experience, and reports from some others, when prayers don’t get answered it can be for some of these reasons: We are not praying with real heart. We are not praying with humility. We are asking amiss, that is asking for something that is not in the Father’s will. There is some sin we have not yet been willing to let go of. Sometimes tangible evidence of such sins are in the home, like through porn, or TV and other forms of so-called harmless secular entertainment.

I agree with someone above that it sounds, also, like maybe you are suffering from some kind of syndrome, like OCD, which might be causing you to have unpleasant obsessive thoughts.

I pray you will be given insight as to what to do, and healing and peace.