This post has also led me to conclude that, well, for one, that neither One of Them fully knew these things for sure fully for one, and then for another, They also didn't fully know or truly understand how God the Father was/is going to judge, or already has judged either, for another, etc, and that neither One of Them ever really truly knew or ever really fully understood true judgement, etc, which was probably why Jesus Christ had to go where he had to go or did, with the promise to return from there one day with God the Father's true judgements in hand, which might turn out to be a very, very different kind of judgement from what any of us ever knew, or were told by the other Two, or were told by any of their followers from before that, previously before that, etc.
But having the revelation now that neither one of these Two ever really knew or ever really fully understand true judgement, on top of everything else they claimed to be, and yet did not fully know, etc, is a now a heavy burden to bear upon me now, etc. It definitely, definitely changes my view or greatly alters my perception about a few things, and I am right now not at all liking my already predetermined course or foreordained destiny in this, etc.
I'm wondering why it was just only me that was meant to come to this and try to tell it to the rest of you, etc.
It was not what I was seeking out, or sought out, or expected to find, and it's kind of making me a little bit angry now discovering this, etc.
How were either one of Them any different from any of us, etc?
It seems that none has been able to eat the fruit from the tree of the knowledge of good and evil yet successfully.
And is probably why I have always found verses in the Bible that do speak about judgement, or what is required or not to be "saved", to be contradictory a lot of the time, etc.
God Bless.
I'm a little bit calmer now. I'm not angry at Them or anything, I just don't like what I've found.
None of Them lied to us about anything, but to call, at least one of Them at least, "innocent" isn't the term I'd prefer to use, but rather "blameless" preferably probably, as I also know neither one of Them ever lied, and didn't ever sin ever either, etc. It probably was not an easy line or road to walk, but at least one of Them did it, and did it well, etc.
I told him/Them I didn't think I could do it, etc. And not just that I couldn't do it, but that I think myself totally incapable of doing it the way that at least one of Them did it, etc. But then I was asked about the people I was studying with right now, and whether I was not right now "learning to do it", etc? And I couldn't give an adequate answer, etc. I'm studying with a group of people right now that I am keeping a lot of things from right now, etc, but it's with the ultimate goal of hopefully one day winning them for Christ, etc, but I can't reveal a lot of what I know to them right now, not right away anyway, because there not anywhere close to being ready for it yet, or of being able to recieve it yet, etc, so maybe I am learning that sometimes absolute full disclosure, right away, may not sometimes always be for the best maybe, etc?
But, the point about neither one of Them (or their followers) fully knowing judgement though? They could spell out what was most of the time either good or bad, or what might be beneficial to our salvation, and what maybe sometimes or most of the time might not be, etc, but neither one of Them (just like the rest of us) could ever point to a specific person or a certain individual, and say "By the Father's judgement for 100% sure this one was most certainly going to Heaven in the afterlife", or to another one and say "By the Father's judgement for 100% certain this one certainly stands for sure forever condemned, and is for sure going to hell in the afterlife", etc, and that upset me a bit, etc. Guess I should just get over it and be grateful though. After all am I not right now doing the very same kind of thing with the people I am studying with right now, etc? People's assumptions are no one else's responsibility or fault but their own after all, right? And maybe we have assumed too much about Them, instead of just listening to what They said or had to say maybe, etc?
Anyway, that's enough for now.
I need to think upon this, etc.
Oh and, don't worry, I already know I might as well be speaking to the wind here, something else They are right now letting me know about full disclosure right away, etc. It does no good to talk to anyone about anything, or things that they are no where even anywhere near ready to try and accept or understand yet, and is why I should focus on other things instead, etc. You know, things like information that might actually save, or do some actual good maybe, and other things like that, etc, so I really don't expect this to go anywhere really, etc, I'm just mainly talking to myself here mainly, or might as well be, etc.
Anyway, I'm still learning, etc.
God Bless.
