- Mar 7, 2019
- 72
- 111
- Country
- Canada
- Gender
- Male
- Faith
- Christian
- Marital Status
- Private
Hello my lovely family! So basically I love going to my local library and park, it's really the only thing I do after school. I have a good connection with the library and some of the workers there. I checked out and read many books, it's almost all nonfiction though on history and warfare. I volunteer and help them out, I even bought donuts for the people who come to the library. However there is one thing I am absolutely afraid of doing. Basically there is supposed to be the NKJV Bible on one of the shelves, however it is not there. I actually did check it out, but I returned it after a few days because my parents almost found out. The computers say it is on shelf, however it's not there. I really want to ask the staff, but I do not want anyone finding out I am christian. I did check out many religious books and Holy Books before, including ones on Christianity. Many days I just go to the library to read the Bible and I always walk out sad when it is not there. The last time I saw it was when I returned it. I know I can read an online Bible, but something about a physical one just feels so much better. Even before I was christian, I was always attracted to the physical inspired word of God, even though I wasn't even allowed near it. I understand it more, feel warm, and the presence of God seems to be with me. Plus the physical Bibles have so many explanations at the bottom, the text isn't too big or small, and I can always go back without constantly scrolling. Again I am not doing this so people think I am christian, I want the exact opposite. All I want to do is to come to the library after a rough, boring, and lonely day at school(which is everyday)and read the most holiest book on paper. If I absolutely have no choice, I will stick with my Orthodox Study Bible on my phone, but as I mentioned before. The physical Bibles make me feel more christian and closer towards God. Thank you and may the Lord be with us all. Amen.