I have had ulcerative colitis for a while. The medication I take now is temporary and doesn’t work well. The medication I do need to take, I have been scared of taking because of a conspiracy theory someone in my family told me. It was something along the lines of, "If you take this medication, it could change your DNA. Do you know that God flooded the earth in part because of the Nephilim, who had mixed DNA?" This was possibly implying that I could go to hell for taking it.
I do not believe this, but as someone who is extremely prone to anxiety, I can't help but be too afraid to take my medication, causing my life to stall and causing me tons of pain over the last year or so. It is an extremely deep fear of mine now. Maybe someday I can go to therapy for my anxiety but I don't have time for that when it comes to my illness my doctor is waiting on me. I have posted about this asking for help before, but if its okay I would like to post again to talk about it more because I am still struggling and sick. If anyone else here takes Humira/Stelara/Entyvio please share your experiences
I do not believe this, but as someone who is extremely prone to anxiety, I can't help but be too afraid to take my medication, causing my life to stall and causing me tons of pain over the last year or so. It is an extremely deep fear of mine now. Maybe someday I can go to therapy for my anxiety but I don't have time for that when it comes to my illness my doctor is waiting on me. I have posted about this asking for help before, but if its okay I would like to post again to talk about it more because I am still struggling and sick. If anyone else here takes Humira/Stelara/Entyvio please share your experiences