- Jan 29, 2019
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(Age 16 and probably have OCD)I have had this fear for a while and it just resurfaced it happened two or three summers ago when I was stressed and worried about a surgery because I heard you could still be awake during surgery and feel everything. One night I was praying for god to protect me and that I would do anything to be protected and then I had this thought which said “even sell your soul” then I said “I would never do that” and I’m not completely sure what I said it could have been “I would rather have the worst day of my life then sell my soul” or it could have been about 5 minutes later and I said “I would rather have the worst day of my life then be awake during the surgery”. Then the next day was horrible because I had plans to go to a party but it rained so bad that I could not go and then after my mom and dad ordered pizza to make me feel better but then the pizza man got into a crash on the way to our house. I know what you are think hey that is not that bad and of course because When I was super worried I had a thought “all that happened and you lost your possibility to go to heaven that’s why it’s the worst day of your life” .
Also i had a vision when i was saying "no get that out of my head" i got a vision of me standing in front of a man in a black suit and then i signed something. (i think that was a intrusive thought because i have those kind a lot especially back then) I never wanted to but i'm worried i did.
1. Can you sell your soul?
2. If it is possible did i?
3. Will god forgive?
4. Can god hear me?
5. Would god ever give away the soul?
Also i had a vision when i was saying "no get that out of my head" i got a vision of me standing in front of a man in a black suit and then i signed something. (i think that was a intrusive thought because i have those kind a lot especially back then) I never wanted to but i'm worried i did.
1. Can you sell your soul?
2. If it is possible did i?
3. Will god forgive?
4. Can god hear me?
5. Would god ever give away the soul?