If anyone has ever played Starcraft video games by Blizzard would probably realize the game is really all about the life story of Sarah Kerrigan, a supernaturally gifted human female who had a hand in the destruction of worlds in an obscure sector of our galaxy and in the end, becoming its savior. Both humans and aliens tried to enhance and harness her supernatural gifts (tele-kinesis, telepathy, etc) and use them to their own twisted ends.
And what's fascinating here is I'm living some of the episodes of her life when I'm dreaming in my sleep.
And what's truly bothersome here is I've had these dreams LONG BEFORE Starcraft game was even revealed to the public.
Most of these dreams were about the "ghost-training" program where Kerrigan is held in a room with scientists observing outside and coerced and trained her to use her supernatural gifts (mainly for the purposed of assassination)
These dreams of the ghost-training program were incredibly vivid. I even know exactly how it feels to manipulate objects or even alter the chemical composition of objects with my mind.
Each time I wake up in my sleep I had recurring trauma that I might kill my mom with tele-kinesis since we sleep in the same room (I am also her nurse) so I keep a habit of facing away from her whenever I'm sleeping. Kerrigan did accidentally killed her mom with her telekinetic ability when young resulting to major head injuries to both her parents.
A recurring dream when I was only around 3 to 5 years old was being surrounded by an innumerable swarm. I felt incredible power. I was floating above a planet that looked like Earth and have caused its destruction with telekinesis, causing its moon to crash into it. This scene wasn't in the video game nor anywhere in the story-line but we can assume that Kerrigan did so many acts of destruction while leading the Zerg, too many to show in the game.
Another recurring dream is the transfiguration of Kerrigan from human to zerg. Submerged in a vast sea of cloudy and glowing green fluid. The game calls this the "spawning pool" or "primal pool" but the ones in my dreams are vastly larger. There were large spider-like creatures in the fluid tending to me in a vegetative state or harnessing my energy? The scene kind of reminded me of The Matrix movie as well where humans are also immersed in fluid in a vegetative state and tended to by large spider-looking robots, farming humans for energy / electricity.
For the life of me don't know why I'm having these dreams even long before the game came out.
Would it be possible these events actually happened in some part of our galaxy completely unknown to us or in an alternate reality or even from a distant past? With the character in question being extremely gifted in telepathy somehow managed to have artistic inspiration in the developers of the game and somehow was telepathically linked to me because I have facial resemblance to Kerrigan, especially in my 20's?
Many of these dreams weren't fun at all. The transfiguration was utterly scary with all those huge spiders all round you. Whenever I'm practicing telekinesis in the dreams or using these supernatural gifts, I feel a psychological trauma associated with it. The trauma of the 'gift' leading to the death of a loved one and becoming a traitor to the human race.
It's leading me to doubt the authenticity of this thing we call "life". What if none of this is even real? What if all this is just a dream?
And what's fascinating here is I'm living some of the episodes of her life when I'm dreaming in my sleep.
And what's truly bothersome here is I've had these dreams LONG BEFORE Starcraft game was even revealed to the public.
Most of these dreams were about the "ghost-training" program where Kerrigan is held in a room with scientists observing outside and coerced and trained her to use her supernatural gifts (mainly for the purposed of assassination)
These dreams of the ghost-training program were incredibly vivid. I even know exactly how it feels to manipulate objects or even alter the chemical composition of objects with my mind.
Each time I wake up in my sleep I had recurring trauma that I might kill my mom with tele-kinesis since we sleep in the same room (I am also her nurse) so I keep a habit of facing away from her whenever I'm sleeping. Kerrigan did accidentally killed her mom with her telekinetic ability when young resulting to major head injuries to both her parents.
A recurring dream when I was only around 3 to 5 years old was being surrounded by an innumerable swarm. I felt incredible power. I was floating above a planet that looked like Earth and have caused its destruction with telekinesis, causing its moon to crash into it. This scene wasn't in the video game nor anywhere in the story-line but we can assume that Kerrigan did so many acts of destruction while leading the Zerg, too many to show in the game.
Another recurring dream is the transfiguration of Kerrigan from human to zerg. Submerged in a vast sea of cloudy and glowing green fluid. The game calls this the "spawning pool" or "primal pool" but the ones in my dreams are vastly larger. There were large spider-like creatures in the fluid tending to me in a vegetative state or harnessing my energy? The scene kind of reminded me of The Matrix movie as well where humans are also immersed in fluid in a vegetative state and tended to by large spider-looking robots, farming humans for energy / electricity.
For the life of me don't know why I'm having these dreams even long before the game came out.
Would it be possible these events actually happened in some part of our galaxy completely unknown to us or in an alternate reality or even from a distant past? With the character in question being extremely gifted in telepathy somehow managed to have artistic inspiration in the developers of the game and somehow was telepathically linked to me because I have facial resemblance to Kerrigan, especially in my 20's?
Many of these dreams weren't fun at all. The transfiguration was utterly scary with all those huge spiders all round you. Whenever I'm practicing telekinesis in the dreams or using these supernatural gifts, I feel a psychological trauma associated with it. The trauma of the 'gift' leading to the death of a loved one and becoming a traitor to the human race.
It's leading me to doubt the authenticity of this thing we call "life". What if none of this is even real? What if all this is just a dream?