I have had some thoughts coming about my mind, being totally in love with Jesus.
I am not completely sure if my ways of thinking are eating disorder-oriented, or simply a hunger/thirst for righteousness. or both. I would like some input.
If our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, then of course, what we put into our bodies should matter, as what we eat affects our minds and souls. I sometimes struggle with demonic forces and temptations to eat junk, but I am a strong believer in mostly eating non-processed foods created by God.
I am trying to live my life simply gaining things for my life and getting closer to Jesus.
The one particular verse I will mention is
Proverbs 23:2 KJV: And put a knife to thy throat, if thou be a man given to appetite
That couldn't be more direct. Therefore, what is wrong with eating ONLY when you are hungry, even if it is just a small amount such as fruit or vegetables? The recommended caloric intake is around 2000 calories. Some days I may have no hunger or appetite. Why are there so many fearmongers when it comes to eating little/less?
Do you think Jesus counted calories? Something in me tells me that he didn't eat nearly as much as what is reccomended today. I highly doubt he entered his meals in MyFitnessPal, and none of the NON-food/processed junk was available in that time. There are raw foodists who eat huge amounts of fruits/vegetables, but do you think Jesus planned it out like that? He says not to think of what you will eat or drink. American diets are so focused on pre-planning and everything. What's wrong with going with the flow of my day, and if I actually get hungry, I can just have an apple and be content? It sounds easy and I definitely know that binging is much easier to do than having self-control. If I get very thin for the sake of being close to God in my human life, then what's the big deal? I am going to heaven nonetheless, and here on earth I am trying to build up my inheritance in heaven... he will always protect me...so I don't see what the problem is. I feel like the less my temple (internal being/stomach) is filled, the closer I feel to God and so in love with him. When I eat too much, I feel like I have defiled my Holy Spirit temple and betrayed him and dirtied up his dwelling place. Why does it matter if I become very thin, as long as I know I have a place in the Kingdom of God and can become closer to him in this life by fasting and eating very little? It is diffcult to be this honest with myself but sometimes I feel like the thinner I am, the closer to God I will be, because my temple will not be defiled and my body will not have any extra toxins that could get in the way of our love, and I can feel light and floating with the angels.. I hope someone can understand my viewpoint because I am really having a soul confliction. I just want a very clean place for Jesus to dwell so I can get that divine communication, love, and healing. Thank you for reading.
I am not completely sure if my ways of thinking are eating disorder-oriented, or simply a hunger/thirst for righteousness. or both. I would like some input.
If our bodies are temples of the Holy Spirit, then of course, what we put into our bodies should matter, as what we eat affects our minds and souls. I sometimes struggle with demonic forces and temptations to eat junk, but I am a strong believer in mostly eating non-processed foods created by God.
I am trying to live my life simply gaining things for my life and getting closer to Jesus.
The one particular verse I will mention is
Proverbs 23:2 KJV: And put a knife to thy throat, if thou be a man given to appetite
That couldn't be more direct. Therefore, what is wrong with eating ONLY when you are hungry, even if it is just a small amount such as fruit or vegetables? The recommended caloric intake is around 2000 calories. Some days I may have no hunger or appetite. Why are there so many fearmongers when it comes to eating little/less?
Do you think Jesus counted calories? Something in me tells me that he didn't eat nearly as much as what is reccomended today. I highly doubt he entered his meals in MyFitnessPal, and none of the NON-food/processed junk was available in that time. There are raw foodists who eat huge amounts of fruits/vegetables, but do you think Jesus planned it out like that? He says not to think of what you will eat or drink. American diets are so focused on pre-planning and everything. What's wrong with going with the flow of my day, and if I actually get hungry, I can just have an apple and be content? It sounds easy and I definitely know that binging is much easier to do than having self-control. If I get very thin for the sake of being close to God in my human life, then what's the big deal? I am going to heaven nonetheless, and here on earth I am trying to build up my inheritance in heaven... he will always protect me...so I don't see what the problem is. I feel like the less my temple (internal being/stomach) is filled, the closer I feel to God and so in love with him. When I eat too much, I feel like I have defiled my Holy Spirit temple and betrayed him and dirtied up his dwelling place. Why does it matter if I become very thin, as long as I know I have a place in the Kingdom of God and can become closer to him in this life by fasting and eating very little? It is diffcult to be this honest with myself but sometimes I feel like the thinner I am, the closer to God I will be, because my temple will not be defiled and my body will not have any extra toxins that could get in the way of our love, and I can feel light and floating with the angels.. I hope someone can understand my viewpoint because I am really having a soul confliction. I just want a very clean place for Jesus to dwell so I can get that divine communication, love, and healing. Thank you for reading.
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