A number if years ago, I moved away from my hometown. Since then I have had no friends or outreach whatsoever. My son died last year. He committed suicide after his wife died of liver failure. All in less than 24 hours, I lost them both.
I wanted to go to the neighbourhood Anglican Church tomorrow, for my birthday however I have no gumption or strength to reach out. My house is a wreck and all I do is lay around anxious trying to draw back to God. I am more than shy outside, I am underconfident at the very least. I live with a son and grandson and they are being neglected by me. My son is going into a funk because of the state of my life.
Please help me by prayer. I need a community and not to be so unsure of myself. It is probably the devils work. I need God's work in me instead, to be confident. Even walking is a chore for me. Please pray that I get to church tomorrow and that I am able to look after my home and family once again. I do believe I was a good mother when the children were young, but now I am failing my family deeply. I don't even go to the store or out my front door. Help me please by prayer, to strengthen my spirit in Christ. I have no idea where the road leads me, I just pray that it leads me on a good path.
I wanted to go to the neighbourhood Anglican Church tomorrow, for my birthday however I have no gumption or strength to reach out. My house is a wreck and all I do is lay around anxious trying to draw back to God. I am more than shy outside, I am underconfident at the very least. I live with a son and grandson and they are being neglected by me. My son is going into a funk because of the state of my life.
Please help me by prayer. I need a community and not to be so unsure of myself. It is probably the devils work. I need God's work in me instead, to be confident. Even walking is a chore for me. Please pray that I get to church tomorrow and that I am able to look after my home and family once again. I do believe I was a good mother when the children were young, but now I am failing my family deeply. I don't even go to the store or out my front door. Help me please by prayer, to strengthen my spirit in Christ. I have no idea where the road leads me, I just pray that it leads me on a good path.