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Im so used to being hated.
For my appearance.
Im tired of posting about it and asking questions.
I just was listening to a sermon on loving enemies. A few days ago. (I passed by osteen "blessed by our enemies" and thought hey that sounds like prosperity persecution.)
I settled on macarthur.
And now. Being tired of being hated for my physical attributes. Im thinking about hiding behind Jesus. To where someone is attacking me for something else. And i would simply tell them about Jesus being able to forgive there sins. Instead of blowing up at them or letting hatred burn inside.
Doesnt that seem like cheating?
My motivation to curb others animosity away from me? And hide behind Jesus?
Ive prayed about it today. I definitely failed in loving my enemies. And i asked God to forgive me. And to help me with this struggle.
But again. Do my motivations void the reward for persecution?
Did i subconsciously turn to prosperity persecution? Should i stop asking questions now???? Lol. I prayed. And now im here.
For my appearance.
Im tired of posting about it and asking questions.
I just was listening to a sermon on loving enemies. A few days ago. (I passed by osteen "blessed by our enemies" and thought hey that sounds like prosperity persecution.)
I settled on macarthur.
And now. Being tired of being hated for my physical attributes. Im thinking about hiding behind Jesus. To where someone is attacking me for something else. And i would simply tell them about Jesus being able to forgive there sins. Instead of blowing up at them or letting hatred burn inside.
Doesnt that seem like cheating?
My motivation to curb others animosity away from me? And hide behind Jesus?
Ive prayed about it today. I definitely failed in loving my enemies. And i asked God to forgive me. And to help me with this struggle.
But again. Do my motivations void the reward for persecution?
Did i subconsciously turn to prosperity persecution? Should i stop asking questions now???? Lol. I prayed. And now im here.