Hello I'm Lidija,
I have found myself in sex industry the last year and half. I grew up in Ukraine and life was hard. My father was absent and my mother had 3 of us so it was struggle to eat. I turn 21 and grow up pretty so I decided to sign up to find a man from abroad. I met my future husband Kevin that way. I thought I find a dream. I was a poor girl and was talking to a man that seemed lovely to me and wanted me. I sure life became easy.
It really end up harder then I expect. I had only bad english when I came to America. I never realize how hard it can be when you have no clue what people saying. I have no friends and totally rely on Kevin. I have no job or money beside Kevin. It still okay because Kevin so good to me at first. Things change when I got pregnant and lost the baby. He started yelling at me and started hitting me. I get so upset I cry all time even when Kevin not around. He tell me I worthless and leave me. I thrown out with nothing. I have no education really and no real money. I stuck with no friends or option. I start stripping to have place to live. I still do because I can do for job. I am not smart or good with words here. I feel things be the same back home so the same for me. I not know what to do...
I have found myself in sex industry the last year and half. I grew up in Ukraine and life was hard. My father was absent and my mother had 3 of us so it was struggle to eat. I turn 21 and grow up pretty so I decided to sign up to find a man from abroad. I met my future husband Kevin that way. I thought I find a dream. I was a poor girl and was talking to a man that seemed lovely to me and wanted me. I sure life became easy.
It really end up harder then I expect. I had only bad english when I came to America. I never realize how hard it can be when you have no clue what people saying. I have no friends and totally rely on Kevin. I have no job or money beside Kevin. It still okay because Kevin so good to me at first. Things change when I got pregnant and lost the baby. He started yelling at me and started hitting me. I get so upset I cry all time even when Kevin not around. He tell me I worthless and leave me. I thrown out with nothing. I have no education really and no real money. I stuck with no friends or option. I start stripping to have place to live. I still do because I can do for job. I am not smart or good with words here. I feel things be the same back home so the same for me. I not know what to do...