Can we learn something from this testimony?
The best quotation on behalf of him is (John 6:38-40); the promise that have been and will be for all believers.
The letter of my mother
My darling, how are you feeling and doing these days? I am so well for my healthy in exception of longing to see you and thinking about you. My son, following from my greeting I would like to give thanks in the name of God for your benevolent support you offered to me till today.
It is my daily routine to pray for God on behalf of you so that he gives you in his wide-open hand health, long age and prosper life. That is my entire wish and my prayer forever.
Son, mothers don't wish or think other than the well being of her child. She wishes to her child to live in comfort and happy life. She wishes to be her son disciplined, having the right ethical life and to be intellectual. Every time she strives and wishes for her child to be a great man. But all this thought would be fulfilled only by the will of God himself. In her willing or trying nothing would be succeeded. Therefore, do not forget to realize that I am also one of these women.
The miraculous birth 1st testimony
Son, you have asked about your father- as you may be doubted you are right* _____b_____is not actually your biological father. Anyhow, I write the following short story to make it more clearly about everything. I write not only about you but the story of myself too.
Son, It was around 1940s, my parents were residing in ____h______ the village that they were living was very fertile land. There were many ____am________-community and_____fe____) lived there. My parents were the richest family around there. They had big house, many cattles, vast land of garden of fruits and other properties. My both parents were (are) from ___fe___tribe probably came to that place from ____n.et_______, namely from ______g_____, _____w______, ____gj_______or __sh_______, about that I will write you another letter later on.
At that village my father was a known merchant, very kind and pious person.
After their marriage, my parents never get children very soon. Even, before their marriage the people of that community always wished to my father that the Lord would give him a son. However, after they get married each others that didn't happen very soon. So, the people around there respected and loved my father and prayed to the Lord to give him a son.----------
Ref:
(Matthew 18:19-20)
----------at their meeting to give my father a son they vowed to the Lord according to their religion .After some time around 40-50s I was born. It was me the daughter of the first born to my parents but not a son as my father wished and expected.
However, the villagers of that community were delighted about the birth of that female child to my father and offered their vow to the Lord. To fulfill the vow they sacrificed two lambs to the Lord--------
(Psalm 50: 14). 14: Offer unto God thanksgiving; and pay thy vows unto the most High:
( Lev:12:1-8)
-----------and celebrated that occasion. That was a great day for that people in that community. After a year ___af_____ was born and my father named him "_se___" (Simon) which means (you listened me).
Almost a year later again "___y_____" was born, which means "let multiply" or (prosper) Then "___m___"which means " the Kid or the little Son " was born. _____m______ was the handsome among the family. Then ___t__" was born which means "the resurrected or the lifted one" because ___t___was born exactly at the night of the Passover.(Easter)
My parents raised me until the age of 12 years old. The reason of that was happened because one day when we live at __d_______; after the week age of the birth of ___t______ two bulls were slaughtered at the gate of the courtyard. {That was supposed to be for the weeding of neighbors or the neighbors (other religion) Leviticus 17:7.--------
(levy 17:7)}.
----------And the blood of the bulls were swamped most of the courtyard.
In those days I was the only daughter in the whole family. All the load of the duty of the household was upon my head. I was the one who supposed to take care of that kid and others too. I used to prepare food for everyone. But at that day I was in a hurry to prepare food to my mother who was at that time in the delivery room. ____m_______, the little kid was playing in the courtyard by himself. He used to love me too much and thus he pleaded me to carry him. I never made that much attention about him. And I was so busy to prepare food to my mother and I continued to do my job. So, I couldnt respond his request immediately and didn't carry him. I never thought he had some problem.
Then, desperately he cried saying "etete! etete! (Mistress). Hold me! Hold me! He cried. But, I never cared about him again because I was too busy. And then he said, "They come to me! They come to me! Hold me! Hold me! He cried." Then he falls on the blood. At this time I run to lift him. When I tried to lift him his weight was too heavy and pulled me down and I fall down with him.
But I was lucky that my father reached to us immediately and tried to lift both of us but he couldn't lift the kid because he was so heavy. The little kid became at the spot lamed and crippled. After a week my mother came out of nursery (Delivery room-the place to stay for the women after delivery of Child ). And she took him to the hospital but they couldn't help him. Since that moment a great trouble falls in our family. My mother strived to heal the kid and started wandering and roaming to other many places. Holy places, shrines and other places whatever she thinks that is good to heal ___m____etc. To heal __m_______ the family lost all the wealth of the family had, all belongings, properties even the cattles they had wasted.
More over that my parents idea diverted, my father suggested to my mother to take care of the rest of the family and to give up about ____m______ whereas my mother insisted to heal ___m_______(the kid). Lastly these conflicted ideas separated my parents. And that became the burden to me heavily. Both of my parents left me alone and run away from me. After the school before I go back to home I was supposed to sell something in the market to find some money to feed" ___af___ and ____y______" This condition didn't last long any how. The entire member of the house split and scattered among other relatives. As a bad chance, one day my mother uncle son came for sudden visit from _a.a______, and he cheated me by saying I will take you to your mother and convinced me to go with him to see my mother. At that time I was attending a ___s____mission school. That private school offered me a free payment scholar because the instructors loved us and they knew we couldnt pay.
The school payment was 27 per month. As a bad chance I left to ___a.a__with him. Then, after two years later when I reach 8th grade the mother of the man came to visit the son where I lived. When this old woman saw me living among her grand childrens she became very furious and angry and cursed me saying, "What are you doing among my families?"
"Why are you living here?" "What did your mother offered to me when she was rich? She gave me nothing-------
(Leviticus 17:7)7:
---------"Now get out of this house!" she shouted.
This time, I became very confused what to do and didn't know where to go? I answered to the old lady " I am not the same person as my mother why are you talking like this? Your own son brought me here even with out my interest when I told him I want to stay at the school. My teachers were promised me to give me free chance to go to the board school."
When I asked her why she speaks against me like that she answered to me openly by saying that I came here to expel you from this house" "and now get out from here now!. Right now! She insisted. After that I had no choice left. I left the house to seek shelter in my school girl friends parents house. It was at that moment I introduced with your father (the real biological) ---------
(psalm 51:5) 5: Behold, I was shapen in iniquity; and in sin did my mother conceive me.
----------When I lived with my girl friend your father was waiting for the date of appointment to start a new job after his graduation. Unfortunately; at the same time, he heard the bad news of his mother serious sickness. He was saying that he was the only child his parents had. But, then I heard also the bad news the misfortune of your father. They told me he had been killed in the car accident ( I dont know weather that is true or not) while he was traveling to his mothers country " ___g.m____".
After that I couldn't find a cave to hide myself. But after some days my girl friend found to me a cleaning job in a foreigner house. The husband was an _____et________ and the woman is an outsider . The woman didn't like me to stay there and when I realized that situation I had no alternative but to quit the job in two months and to leave.
After that I felt sickness at my abdomen. I realized and doubt that would be the sign of pregnancy. I thought I conceived you. ------
(psalm 51:5) 5: Behold, I was shapen in iniquity; and in sin did my mother conceive me.
----------Thus, I went to _____ba_____ hospital and told them that I was feeling a sickness at my abdomen. When they knew what happened they felt deeply sorry about the situation. To help me they advised me for abortion. They were pity to see me at that very young age to have a kid. However, despite of all their advice I told them as if I had a husband to take care of me. And for that reason I told them that would be no problem. They were surprised by the situation in addition of my response. Thus, they had no choice left for them other than to send me back in peace on my way.
In this situation five months had passed already. But at the end I decided to do any kind of job until my day arrives. I decided to work at somebodys house as a maid if I find. One day I visited as usual my client the small shop owner to ask him if he knows any one who is interested to have a housemaid. I used to sell for him my hand made broidery that I used to make it for living.
I stood there to do our transaction with the shop keeper when an old woman suddenly asking him if he knows a house maid. There, as a chance I was at the right place. That was unexpected coincidence. With out even ---------continues