Thinking of going into exile...

[Jack Spartan]

I've tried and i've failed to endure, I Don't trust Christ. Not one bit... In my heart I discovered I desire to do things that go against His will and I am Ashamed of it... I think I have committed the unforgivable sin, and I Feel that there is no hope for me. I have decided to leave the catholic church. But I don't know where to go. All I know is that the Sorrow in me is very powerful and has consumed me. Where shall I go I don't know. I wanted a relationship but I have failed...

To anyone who is trying to change their ways like I did, I'll give you some advice. Trust Christ with everything you have. Reject the world, As for me. I don't know. I love you all and I wish you all the best...

 

[Joshua Sinclair Gaines]

JACK WHATEVER YOU DO, DON'T GIVE UP ON GOD, I don't know much about Catholicism but my advice for you is this, focus on God. If you've left the Catholicism Look for a place with other Christians.

 

[LaSorcia]

I have been where you are. What helped me get through it was to believe that everything that hurt me or made God look untrustworthy was an illusion from the devil. It was a radical act of will to do this. I coupled this with many prayers of gratitude for anything and everything good in my life. Lots of prayer and bible reading altogether. I found verses that said the opposite of my negative thoughts and read them out loud every day.
I am now in a MUCH better place in my life. Not only did God not give up on me or hate me for distrusting, he helped me through it, which I can see afterwards. He also made my life better in so many ways and was waiting all along to do so.
Praying for you.

 

[Catherineanne]

I've tried and i've failed to endure, I Don't trust Christ. Not one bit... In my heart I discovered I desire to do things that go against His will and I am Ashamed of it... I think I have committed the unforgivable sin, and I Feel that there is no hope for me. I have decided to leave the catholic church. But I don't know where to go. All I know is that the Sorrow in me is very powerful and has consumed me. Where shall I go I don't know. I wanted a relationship but I have failed...

To anyone who is trying to change their ways like I did, I'll give you some advice. Trust Christ with everything you have. Reject the world, As for me. I don't know. I love you all and I wish you all the best...

You can leave the church, but you cannot go out of the reach of God's love.

Go in peace, Jack.